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Post by Val on Mar 9, 2021 4:16:12 GMT
Wolfgang could sense her rejection before it happened, like the stench of whiskey before it hit your tongue. He had always considered himself good at reading people, but it felt profoundly intrusive to be able to sense the level of distrust Kiona felt toward not only him, but everyone in the group. He wondered if Sasha could sense the potent energy as well, or if it was his undeniable connection to the girl that was causing the hyperawareness. In the end, it was easiest to take her answer for what it was- a simple no.
Normally, Wolfgang would take the opportunity to pour himself another drink, but he found himself inexplicably reaching for the cork. By the time he had capped the bottle of whiskey, he felt the controlling tendrils of his dependency constrict. His subconscious was clearly appalled by the choice to stop drinking before his mind was adequately numbed. The move felt completely out of character, but Wolfgang was unwilling to entertain the idea that this girl had that level of control over his actions. Rather, he chalked it up to his hunger overpowering the need to drink.
Right on cue, Sasha placed a bowl of hot soup in front of him, causing his stomach to growl greedily. Shifting into a half ton wolf really took a toll on the human body, and eating large amounts was necessary to recuperate. Before he could dig in, Kiona’s movement recaptured his attention as she retrieved a piece of bread. He watched her nibble on the loaf for a few moments before impulsively pushing his bowl of soup across the table toward her in offering. Perhaps it was inappropriate to push alcohol, but he had no qualms about insisting that she ate. Despite Sasha’s magic touch, she had lost an ungodly amount of blood that would require food and rest for a full recovery. Wordlessly, he stood up and retrieved his own bowl of soup, settling back into his seat with a sense of finality. Everyone needed to eat.
Wolfgang ate quickly, though his polished table manners were evident in the way that he sat up straight and paused between bites. He could sense Kiona not only looking at him, but studying him, and it took every ounce of self-control to resist returning the favor. Instead, he allowed his attention to wander elsewhere, taking a moment to appreciate the nostalgia that the cabin evoked. His eyes scanned the bookshelves that lined the walls from floor to ceiling behind Kiona, seeking something specific. Eventually, his eyes landed on one of the middle rows and a crease of concentration appeared between his dark eyebrows. The shelf consisted of books from the northern land of Grovakha- the place he had already pinpointed as Kiona’s homeland based on several deductions. Among the collection were language books that he’d studied many years prior. Any normally functioning human being would’ve long forgotten about the details that laid within the pages, but Wolfgang had been gifted- perhaps undeservingly- with an uncanny photographic memory.
Kiona’s quiet voice brought Wolfgang reeling back to reality, and his eyes locked onto her attentively, only to soften with amusement at her offer, “Sasha’s right,” he agreed, seemingly perfectly content with his friend grouping them as one, “Don’t worry about it.” His words felt like weak consolation, but there was only so much they could do to console her amid such strange circumstances.
The levity didn’t last long, disrupted by the mere mention of Kiona leaving. His expression melted into one of disappointment, as though he couldn’t believe she would suggest such a thing. Of course, it all came back to her curious companions. He didn’t like the way that she spoke of Ike, like she was controlled by fear or loyalty to him- he couldn’t decipher which one. Although he didn’t voice his disapproval aloud, his face read like an open book.
All it took was an outstretched hand to distract Wolfgang from the impending battle to make her stay. He didn’t hesitate- he was never one to hesitate- and reached for her hand. “Kiona,” he repeated, having already captured her name the first time he heard Ike say it aloud. Then, as though reading straight from a book, he spoke in her native language; specifically, in the dialect reserved for her nation’s upper class, “It is a pleasure to meet you.” The greeting was rigid, signifying that he’d never actually used the language conversationally, but he was confident in the delivery, nonetheless. The curious gleam in his eye made it clear that this was a test of sorts, to learn more about her. The touch of their hands was another story altogether, evoking an overwhelming sense of familiarity that he couldn’t quite shake. As simple as the interaction seemed, it provided a glimpse into the complicated future that was yet to come.
“I’m Wolfgang Van Dam,” he introduced himself. He gave her hand a light squeeze before pulling away, willing her to accept the connection that had brought them together and convince her to stay. “And this is my dearest friend, Sasha.” He rested his hand over Sasha’s briefly, as if seeking her steadfast energy to re-anchor him. “I must insist that you stay, Kiona. At least until you have fully recovered. I’m sure your companions will agree.” If they didn’t, Wolfgang was prepared to change their minds.
Ike listened for Trys’s approach as the cold water trickled down his beard but didn’t address her when she settled nearby. Instead, he stripped his bloody shirt off and dunked it beneath the flowing water, squeezing the fabric in an attempt to dispel the reminder of what Kiona had done to herself. His bare skin felt entirely numb to the cold at this point, and he appeared to zone out as he watched the pinkish remnants of blood being swept downstream.
Hound had decidedly given his master some space, choosing to sit at Trys’s feet. His eyes were glued to Ike, looking as serious as a pair of droopy dog eyes could possibly look. Eventually, Ike became privy to their prying eyes, but stubbornly refused to address them until Trys broke the silence.
“Am I okay?” he repeated, his tone harsh right off the bat. He pulled his clothes from the water and stood up, wringing the shirt out in one aggressive twist. Finally, he met Trys’s gaze, clearly on the defense despite inviting her to join him, “What about you, Trys? You seem to be faring rather well for someone who’s endured two lycan attacks in the matter of a few weeks. Care to share why you’re so unaffected by this whole experience?” The accusation felt sour on his tongue, but he didn’t take it back. It was unsettling to feel like he was the only one going through some sort of unwilling metamorphosis, when Trys continued to be levelheaded and cater to his outbursts. When it came down to it, he couldn’t accept the glaring fact that Trys was stronger than him in every way that mattered.
Ike stormed back up the creek bank and shook out his sopping shirt, draping it over a low hanging tree branch to dry. He cast Trys a disgruntled look before mimicking her position by leaning against a tree and crossing his arms over his chest. It was obvious that he was trying to get an emotional response out of her, but he was still doubtful that she would even take the bait. Perhaps if he pushed a little harder. “What’s in this for you, huh? And don’t say it’s all out of the kindness of your heart, because I don’t believe that bullshit.” The line of questioning bordered on suspicion, but only because he was unable to fathom her motives at this point. Trys had become somewhat of an enigma to him.
Even as Ike tried to focus his energy on provoking Trys, he couldn’t help but worry about Kiona. His pale eyes strayed toward the cabin, wondering what was occurring between her and the strangers in his absence. He couldn’t believe that he had left her alone with them, but he also simply couldn’t bear another moment trapped inside the lair of that pretentious wolf. There was a certain level of paranoia that came with the situation, where his relationship with Kiona had become incredibly uncertain. In a way, the fate of their journey was now in her hands. There was a chance that she would completely turn against him the moment he was out of sight. But he had faith that- deep down- the girl could sense his change of heart. He could only hope that she would give him time to prove himself, even if he didn't deserve it.
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Post by starrea on Mar 10, 2021 4:23:25 GMT
Wolfgang Van Dam’s touch was like the first rainfall after a long drought. He blew through her like a warm spring breeze, breathing new life into parts of her that she hadn't known existed. He washed over like warm water, washing away the blood that she still felt lingering on her skin. His warmth cleansed her of her guilt, scrubbing away the girl she had become. His touch was addictive; a simple handshake with Wolfgang Van Dam was something she hadn't known she needed, and something she feared she wouldn't be able to live without. Time slowed down, and Wolfgang's touch became more like oil, seeping through her skin and polluting her as it spread. His essence sunk deep into her bones, integrating pieces of himself into her. He spilled into her veins and took up all the space in her lungs until there was no room inside of her for anything other than him. He wasn't a sweet summer's rain; he was a torrential downpour that wanted to wash her away. He wasn't a warm ocean's breeze; he was a tornado with winds strong enough to uproot and ruin her. He wasn't a gentle babbling brook; he was a stormy ocean with tides that would inevitably pull her under. The connection broke off abruptly and Kiona hesitated, staring at their separated hands for the briefest moment before she hastily pulled back. She looked at Wolfgang, trying to see if he was a victim of their connection, but she couldn't tell. Even with the cold air between them, his touch uncomfortably lingered on her skin, a reminder of the frightening strength of their connection, a connection she didn't understand. Everything about Wolfgang and all of the endless possibilities that came with him surrounded her like water, muting the rest of the world. Her thoughts moved slow as she swam through the fog, but the realization of what Wolfgang said - or, rather, how he said it - was her breakthrough back into clarity. She didn't mean to, but Kiona physically flinched at the sound of her native language. It had only been a matter of weeks, but it was jarring to hear it spoken. She was no longer sharing company with the nobility and upper ranks of the empire and Ike's ignorance of his kingdom's own language was a stark reminder of the status of the people she was currently slumming it with. Hearing the stiff, clumsy pronunciation of the language come out of the mouth of a foreigner only added insult to injury. For the first time since her fall from grace, she felt the sting of losing more than just her family and life. In the span of just a couple of weeks, she had gone from royalty to humiliated, exiled, poor, and homeless. If Ike hadn't told them, then it wouldn't take long for Wolfgang and Sasha to put together the pieces of what was happening. If Wolfgang knew where she was from and that she was fluent in the language reserved for nobility, then he also had to know about their strict abhorrence to unnatural creatures. From there, it wasn't hard to fill in the rest of the story. Even without knowing the details or the intricacies of Grovakhan culture, it was relatively common knowledge that unnatural afflictions were a death sentence. She wondered if the news of her family's massacre and the political upheaval in Grovakha had trickled its way south yet, but it wouldn't be long before the news reached southern kingdoms. Why did he speak to her in her native language? Kiona hadn't even thought about the lives werewolves carried on when they weren't beasts, but it was very clear that Wolfgang had an entire life outside of his affliction. He was hardly the monster she had grown up hating. He had close friends and family, people who loved him and people he loved. Was it a taunt? The border of Grovakha wasn't terribly far; had a close relative or friend of Wolfgang been slaughtered at the hands of her people? Would he want revenge? Kiona stared down at the untouched bowl of soup in front of her, hands starting to shake. She had survived her family's massacre. She had survived nearly a week in the wilderness with no supplies. She had survived her own attempt on her life. And now, they mocked her in the face of death. There was no longer any doubt in her mind that this wasn't a larger conspiracy. Wolfgang and Sasha were obviously involved in whatever plan Ike had, but Kiona was no longer feeling cooperative. Anger welled up inside of her, burning away the sluggishness and depression. She refused to die on their terms, if for nothing more than sheer spite. "You have no right to speak that language, werewolf," Kiona's gaze snapped up from the bowl of soup, her dead eyes now alive with fire. It was easy to direct her anger at Wolfgang, easy to distance himself from him and their mysterious connection by referring to him by what he was. "I am fully recovered," She snapped, her words dripping with hate that implied she obviously disagreed with their executive decision to save her, "If you wanted me dead, you should have let me die by my own hand. Now I am alive and ready to fight every second of every day until all of you, everyone who has hunted me, is dead."
The small, tired, scared girl that had sat at the table minutes before was gone. Now, Kiona sat tall, unafraid of what lay ahead. Death no longer scared her, so she officially had nothing left to lose. Finally, Kiona looked down at the food in front of her and picked up the spoon. Their was no immediate retaliation, despite the impassioned, hateful threat. Instead, she settled and dug into the soup in front of her, suddenly famished.
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Post by Elvander on Mar 14, 2021 0:45:31 GMT
Sasha was keenly aware of every shift of energy in the room. Whatever was between Wolfgang and Kiona was... powerful, to say the least. And it made her deeply uncomfortable. She and Wolfgang had had a connection like that once, and she wondered if perhaps he was just like that with everyone, in the beginning. Perhaps he was growing bored of what they had, and meeting someone like him was surely exhilarating. Sasha stamped down her sudden feelings of possessiveness, trying not to allow the bitterness to overtake her. Just like everyone in this odd group, she was trying to change in some way. With Wolfgang's hand over hers, she felt the slightest reassurance, but it didn't go deep enough to root. It was a temporary balm. With his hand on hers, she felt his energy, and gently sent a boost of hers through him when Kiona lashed out at him. Sasha remained quiet, finishing her soup. She could tell that the girl wasn't an immediate threat, despite the hostile words. "I'll let you two talk, you have a lot to uncover." She murmured and stood, giving Wolfgang's hand a final squeeze before retiring to her room and closing the door slightly, leaving it ever so ajar. She settled into the bed and allowed Artemis to curl up with her as she sat in silence, trying not to think about whatever may happen in the other room.
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Trys knew her question would provoke a response, but she didn't think he'd lash out at her. Then again, who was he supposed to lash out at? It was her fault he was in this situation. Pain flashed in her eyes as he asked her why she was so calm, why she was so attached to this mission. Trys had simply not allowed herself to feel anything. She'd lost her companion, she'd been attacked twice, she'd travelled with a girl who wanted to die and a man who had once wanted her dead. The stress of it all suddenly fell on her when Ike bristled, and Trys couldn't control it. Her head dropped into her hands and she let out a faint sob as grief and anger and fear all came to the surface. She couldn't even answer him, and how could she explain it? She sank down the trunk of the tree until she was sitting, her knees up against her chest, her face buried in her arms and hidden by her tangled locks of braided red hair. Was the sacrifice she was making worth it?
"No one helped me when I needed it. I never want anyone else to feel that way," she finally managed to say, an answer to why she had done all of this. Trys felt embarrassed, to be so vulnerable in front of Ike. She didn't want him to think she was weak for breaking with such a simple question. Hound nudged up against her and Trys stroked his head, trying to calm herself as her shoulders gently trembled with her tears. It felt so good to cry.
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Post by Val on Mar 21, 2021 16:46:20 GMT
Wolfgang had been called many things in his lifetime. Drunk. Deviant. Bastard. Even all three at once. But never werewolf. It was absolutely thrilling to hear the word spoken aloud, directed at him- even if it dripped with hate. For the first time, he was hit with the realization that his affliction was no longer a deep, dark secret. It was liberating to feel the weight of a lifelong burden lift from his chest. Suddenly, he could breathe. He was finally free from the bonds of his hidden identity and allowed to be his full, unapologetic self.
Keeping such a massive secret had not been easy for Wolfgang. He was an extremely open and talkative person by nature, known for being brutally honest and constantly over sharing. He lectured, he gossiped, he debated, and he joked- and somehow, he had managed to keep his secret. That is, until the wolf started calling the shots. Exposure had been thrust upon him and, even after the world knew what he was, people had tip-toed around acknowledging the beast. To them, it was easier to forget what had happened, than get to the bottom of the mysteries that shrouded their world.
Rather than being offended over Kiona’s bout of hate speech, Wolfgang took it in stride. The threat bounced off him with little affect, and he waited patiently for her to let it all out. He didn’t blame Kiona for lashing out. He didn’t know the details of what she’d been through, but it was obvious she was dealing with recent trauma- and a lot of it. If she wanted to unload on him, then she was welcome to do so. But by the time she finished, Wolfgang realized that her problems were far closer to home than he’d originally imagined. It dawned on him that the circumstances of their encounter and the attempt on her own life were highly suspicious. His gaze started to drift toward the front door, but Sasha’s movement distracted him from the train of thought directed at the strangers that lingered outside.
Wolfgang nodded subtly and hummed his acknowledgment of Sasha’s departure. His eyes followed her as she retreated down the hallway, sensing a distinct sadness radiating from his friend despite the encouragement that she continuously endowed him with. He felt a sense of guilt creeping up on him as she disappeared into a bedroom, but the clink of Kiona’s spoon had his attention snapping back to the girl with interest. Already, she’d begun to shed her shaky exterior in favor of ferocity. He couldn’t yet tell if this defense mechanism would work in his favor or not, but he liked to see it.
“Apologies. My intentions were not to offend.” His words were sincere, but there was an edge to his tone. Wolfgang could be patient and kind, but he was not a push over. Mutual respect was important to him, no matter what a person had been through or was going through. He needed Kiona to give him a chance.
As she ate, Wolfgang rose from his chair. He considered locking the front door until he figured out if Ike and Trys were a threat but decided against it- fearing that Kiona would perceive it as trapping her inside. Instead, he approached the bookshelves that lined the walls of the living room, perusing the section that had caught his eye previously. Once he found what he was looking for, he reached up to retrieve a book, slipping it from its spot with deft fingers that had undoubtedly performed the same action thousands of times. He blew gently against the maroon-colored hard cover of the text, causing a small cloud of dust to billow into the air. After confirming that it was what he was looking for, he returned to Kiona.
Wolfgang rested a palm against the kitchen table and leaned toward Kiona, placing the book in front of her bowl of soup with a soft thud. He tapped his pointer finger against the title, which read: High Grovakhan. “I studied it when I was about your age. Figured it would be useful if I ever encountered someone such as yourself. It seems I was wrong, as you are impressively multilingual. Perhaps it would serve me better to study your culture instead, if that’s okay with you.” He studied her expression as he spoke, as though testing the waters of what might upset her.
Wolfgang was well aware of her home country’s distaste of his- or rather their- kind, but he had underestimated her level of denial. “I’m sure you are recovering quickly,” he continued after a moment, returning to his seat, “We tend to do that.” His choice of words was vague but pointed. He was unwilling to entertain her state of denial, but tried to be gentle when referring to their curse, nonetheless. Kiona didn’t seem to accept what she was at all, and he could only assume that she had only just begun to turn. It made sense, as he hadn’t been afflicted with transformations until his father’s untimely death. Whoever had carried the burden in her family tree had likely met their end, and she was only just learning to grapple with the new reality of being a werewolf. Hopefully, they had found each other before her wolf had the opportunity to cause irreparable damage.
Wolfgang relaxed into his seat and took a deep breath, regarding her carefully, “I do not want you dead, Kiona. Quite the opposite,” he insisted, the concern in his warm hazel eyes undeniably clear. “I need for you to tell me who is hunting you,” he continued earnestly. It was obvious that it was becoming difficult for him to remain calm when she was expressing such dire circumstances, but he persisted, clinging to the faith that their connection would steer her right, “I need you to trust me.”
Ike felt the effect of his words building like a ticking time bomb that would inevitably blow up in his face. He subconsciously held his breath and stared at the creek as the water trickled by peacefully, unbothered by their mutual suffering. When Trys finally released a sob, the bomb effectively went off, leaving him with the all too familiar stab of guilt that felt like shrapnel burying into his skin. He clenched his fists, digging his nails into his palms as he resisted the urge to continue his verbal assault. Trys was an unfortunate innocent bystander; someone to direct his frustration at. As selfish as it was, witnessing her tears made him feel far less alone.
As Trys’ quiet sobs filled the silence, Ike tried to recall the last time he’d cried, but came up blank. He ran a hand down his face, but the only moisture there was from the water he’d splashed moments ago. Even after the death of his family, after losing everything of meaning in his life, his eyes had remained dry. He finally glanced toward Trys, watching the way his simple-minded dog comforted her with more empathy than he could ever muster. Nausea turned his stomach as he wondered if something was inherently wrong with him.
“I used to think I was helping people,” he began to speak without thinking, as though this was his one chance to get things off his chest before he scared Trys off. “It’s easier to shoot an arrow between someone’s eyes when it’s for the greater good…” he trailed off, as though recalling some unpleasant memory in the sanctity of his mind.
After several long moments, he seemed to snap back to reality. His pale eyes hardened to stone and he looked back to Trys with a sense of finality, “My people will be catching up to us soon enough,” he told her. If there was one thing his tribe excelled at, it was tracking. More specifically, hunting people down. By now, they had likely assumed that he failed the mission in one way or another and sent back up to finish the job. What he had actually done was far, far worse in their eyes. “You don’t want to be here when they show up,” he warned her, pushing off the tree to face her directly. There was a severity to his tone that signified what was coming next, “Go home, Trys.”
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Post by starrea on Mar 25, 2021 3:53:24 GMT
The only indication Kiona had to Wolfgang's apology was the rigidity of tension that tightened within her features but she didn't even look his way as she shoveled down her food. She hadn't missed the edge to his tone and she had to stop herself from telling him exactly where he could shove his apology. It was bad enough that Ike had forced her compliance, but she had no obligations to these people. If she wanted to be rude and obnoxious, then they could go fuck themselves for all she cared. In the end, she didn't have the energy to escalate the situation. She wolfed down the food but was finding herself more and more ravenous with every bite and before she knew it, the bowl was empty.
Out of all of the things Wolfgang could have put in front of her, a beginner's guide to the Grovakhan elitist language was the last thing she was expecting to see. After being in Ike's company for weeks, she had almost forgotten that educated people existed. It was a strange paradox to think of Wolfgang as refined and educated. So far, everything she had learned about him overwhelmingly contradicted everything she had been taught about werewolves. She stared at the book in front of her and it stared back up at her, almost accusingly. Slowly, she reached and pushed it away. "It's not my culture anymore," She said with a casual shrug, drained of the anger that burned hot just seconds ago. The words felt traitorous in her mouth, but they were true, weren't they? That book was the closest she would ever get to her old life, and according to the words on those pages, she never deserved it to begin with.
"So inconvenient," Kiona drawled, heaving a sigh, and idly moving her spoon around the empty bowl, "I'll have to take that into consideration if I ever try to kill myself again." It was only partially a joke, but she wasn't holding out hope for Wolfgang to see the humor in it. The self-deprecating joke was more depressing when she realized that she had no audience that would appreciate it. Her company consisted of a werewolf, a mage, a recluse, and a bounty hunter and all of them were older. Her mind dug up memories of her friends and they played over and over again, shrouded with the grief. Their memories piled on top of her, crushing her beneath the weight of what she had lost. The reality of her situation dawned on her and she felt the chill of loneliness sunk deep into her bones.
Wolfgang's voice was the lifeline Kiona needed to drag herself out of her memories. She abruptly dropped the spoon into the bowl and took a deep breath and let her attention fall back onto Wolfgang. He was like gravity and the moment she stopped pushing, he pulled her back into him. Now that he had her attention, indignation flared. Even though he didn't know her situation, it was insulting that he asked her to trust him. Her mouth snapped open, ready to berate him back into submission, but the words died in her throat. For some reason, she couldn't bring herself to tell him that she didn't trust him - and that was because, despite having no logical basis whatsoever, she did. Time slowed down and Kiona melted under the heat of Wolfgang's stare, cheeks red with embarrassment and it wasn't until she looked away that she was able to speak again.
“Ike didn’t tell you?” Kiona asked, no longer surprised by Ike’s inexplicable decisions. “He’s my personal escort to my public execution. I wonder if they’ll hang me or bleed me out,” Her tone was startling disinterested for the nature of the conversation as her eyes roamed around the interior of the old cabin. If she realized how erratic her statements were, jumping from indignation and rage towards her executioners to apathy about her impending death, she didn't let on. She took each emotion in stride, letting it color her world until it was replaced by the next one. Right now, her world was gray. "He just likes Trys, so she came along. He's probably screwing her right now,"
"Do you feel it?" Kiona twisted around in her chair until she was facing Wolfgang again. Whatever inhibitions had been holding all of her questions at bay had dissolved within her fleeting apathy, but for now, she desired answers. "Or is it because I'm... the same as you?" The only way forward seemed to be to accept what she was, but instead of unifying the unrest inside of her, the acknowledgement only pulled her further away from the person she used to be. She could see herself and her old life, but none of it felt real anymore. The closer she got to accepting the truth, the more she realized how much of a sham her childhood was.
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Post by Elvander on Mar 29, 2021 2:53:29 GMT
Trys was trembling, but the sobs were ebbing as she released the emotion. She felt the way her body relaxed, as if exorcising tension she hadn't known she'd been carrying. It left her feeling fresh and like she could see things clearly for the first time. She snuggled with Hound as the dog comforted her, stroking his long ears and listening as Ike spoke. She looked up at him finally as she wiped her cheeks dry, though they were left rosy by the tear stains. The thought of someone coming after Ike was... terrifying. She was confident in both of their abilities, but being on the run had taken a toll. Kiona was safe here, but for how long? And what about Ike? It would be easy, safer, for her to leave him now. But somewhere along the way... she'd begun to feel something for him. It had started that night they'd almost- almost what? Nothing had happened, and there had been no inkling of it since then. Perhaps it was the trauma and the adrenaline of trying to keep Kiona alive that made Trys want to outright reject the idea of parting ways with Ike. Her stomach churned at the thought of her empty cabin, ransacked by Kiona after she'd turned.
"And what about you? What about Kiona?" She asked, the defiance clear in her voice. If Ike thought she would leave without questioning him, he was wrong. Perhaps some naive part of Trys thought that Ike would have gone back with her, would have helped her rebuild the cabin and the stables. She hadn't even allowed herself to really think that far ahead, but now that they were here and Kiona was with the healer and the wolf, she could see something different for both herself and Ike.
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Ike was right. He was being hunted. Alix had been on their trail, always a few days behind. When Ike had failed to return after the first few days of his dispatch on Kiona's heels, the tribe had selected him to finish the job. Either Ike had perished, or he had dishonoured himself. Either way, Alix knew what had to be done. Death before dishonour. And the despicable creature Ike had been tasked with killing would face her death as well. He had seen the carnage in her wake- the destruction of Trys' cabin, the horse carcasses, and the blood. So much blood had marked their path it was amazing nothing else had followed them. After relentless pursuit, Alix had finally caught up to them. But he was willing to bide his time. He would need to get Ike alone. While Alix was confident in his abilities, he knew he was no match for two lycans and the warrior-like abilities of Ike and Trys. He would go down like a sack of rocks sunk to the riverbed. And so the dark haired man, clad in black furs from foot to crown, perched on an overhang where he could have a clear view of the cabin and its surroundings.
Alix settled back and watched Ike and Trys interact. Had Ike fallen for the redhead? He could see why, he supposed. She was lean, he could tell. Even beneath her furs and tunic, she was strong and lithe. Her hair, though matted and dirty, was as inviting as a flame to a moth. Was Ike her little moth? The thought amused him. Stoic Ike had never been one to chase or pine for women. He couldn't begrudge his friend for wanting a taste of the sweetness outside their tribe. But it could not cloud his judgement, and it seemed it had. Or perhaps the werewolf princess had cast a spell on him. Kiona was a true, dangerous threat. He would have to isolate her too. But first thing first- he had to dispose of Ike. As their conversation drifted up to him, he perked up. If Trys left, that would help him out a lot. He didn't have anything against the woman. She could be free to go and remain unscathed. Alex rubbed his hand against his dark beard as he pondered the outcome of this encounter. Ike had been a role model to him as he grew up in the tribe, and a great teacher as he learned the ways of their people. It hurt him to have been the one sent to track him down, but Alix would do what he must.
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Post by Val on Apr 6, 2021 3:54:25 GMT
Even if every word out of her mouth was meant to drive him away, Wolfgang couldn’t help but become more enthralled by what Kiona had to say with each passing moment. Over the course of a meal, she had gone from a trembling kitten to a claws-out alley cat, ready to tear him apart if he made one wrong move- which he was bound to do. Wolfgang always liked to think that any progress was good progress, and Kiona was proof enough of that as she opened up to him in her own unique way.
Before he could stop himself, his lips twitched with amusement in response to Kiona’s inappropriately dark joke. He tried to play it off as an itch, trying not to think about the fact that he was almost positive he had uttered those exact words before. In the end, it wasn’t funny, and he felt guilty for the fleeting thought. As comfortable as he felt around her, he needed to be a source of stability at a time like this- not some volatile freak, like the one who had lost his shit in the middle of a royal wedding.
Fortunately, Kiona seemed far too preoccupied with summoning the gusto necessary to tell him off to even notice his inner turmoil. He could sense that her ire was forced, and he felt the tidal wave recede as she accepted what they both knew- that she had no other option than to trust him. It had already been set in stone, and he was realistically her best bet going forward.
The mention of Ike caught him off guard, and he looked away when she did, toward the front door. It was then that Kiona graced him with the true identity of her suspicious travel companions, and suddenly her dark humor was no longer amusing to him. The wolf stirred instantaneously- a knee jerk reaction to the overwhelming emotion he felt in that moment. How could he have been so blind, so oblivious to the intentions of the people he’d spared and invited inside? Intrusive thoughts forced their way to the front of his mind, spurred by the part of him that wished he had finished them off when he had the chance, when Ike was in his wolf’s path of destruction. The individual hairs were standing up on the back of his neck, the first of many signs before he lost control. He had never turned twice in such a short about of time- could his body handle it? He knew by now that the more he shifted, the easier it became, similar to a muscle. But how long before he pushed that muscle too far? His breathing became shallow, and time slowed until all he could hear was his own pounding heart in his ears. The feeling was all too familiar, like a reoccurring nightmare from when he had felt it creeping up on him during that dreadful wedding, or when Sebastian had witnessed him turn for the first time. It was a feeling of panic and once that panic set in, there was no going back.
Wolfgang knew what was next: the pain. Except, it never came. Kiona’s eyes were suddenly on him again, and her words penetrated through the fog, clearing his mind before he reached the point of no return. He blinked at her, and it took a moment for her question to sink in as he instinctively matched her oddly calm energy, “Hold that thought.” The words tumbled mindlessly out of his mouth and he forced himself out of his seat, heading straight for the front door. He flipped the deadbolt with a resounding clank and backed up a step, eyeing the flimsy wooden door with doubt. Dissatisfied with their line of defense against the hardy warriors outside, he turned to shove the remaining couch up against the door, recalling how Ike had made the process look ridiculously easy as his feet nearly slid out from under him. The truth was that if Ike and Trys wanted to barge their way into this house, they would find a way.
When he turned back to Kiona, Wolfgang’s focus had intensified past the point of their previous conversation. He met her gaze from across the room and approached her slowly, trying to read her and fill in the blanks in an impossibly short amount of time, “Yes, Kiona, I feel it,” he answered finally, wishing they had the liberty to delve into such an important conversation, “I don’t know what it is, but I do intend to find out,” he continued, a vow nestled within his words.
“Listen to me,” he urged, his voice low and calm in direct conflict with the alarm in his eyes, “That man is not going to hurt you. When they come back here, we are going to tell them to leave. And if they refuse…” The threat hung on the tip of his tongue, begging to be released unto the world. Wolfgang had never considered himself a violent person. It was easy to blame such things on the monster inside of him, who had proven itself to be capable of truly evil things. But in that moment, with the realization of the danger that Kiona was in, the depraved thoughts belonged solely to him.
Ike refused to allow himself to imagine what could have been with Trys. He didn’t deserve to have her help clean up the mess that he’d created, let alone be with her in any real capacity. All he could think about was how things would’ve turned out if she had not bested him on that fateful day. If he’d defeated her in battle and captured Kiona like he was supposed to do, she wouldn’t be worried for his life. She’d probably wish he were dead.
Unwilling to meet her gaze, Ike yanked his damp shirt down from the tree branch and pulled it over his head, reveling in the punishing chill that wracked his body. He set his sights on the cabin and didn’t spare Trys a second glance, out of fear that his resolve would crumble with one look at her tear stained face, “Kiona is none of your concern- she never was,” he answered coldly, “And neither am I.”
Ike turned away from the somber scene and stormed toward the old house, prepared to set things straight with Kiona now that he’d made up his mind. Even if she had one of her own kind to help guide her, that didn’t mean she was safe from his people or from any other looming threat. Wolfgang couldn’t protect her- not when he himself was the biggest threat of all. She needed to know that he was here to stay- to help- whether she wanted him to or not.
What Ike didn’t notice during all of the dramatics was that his dog had picked up on a familiar scent. As Ike turned his back on them, Hound lifted his nose to the air, sniffing curiously at the passing breeze. When the bloodhound finally did catch the trail, he turned eagerly to report back to his master, only to find that he’d been left behind. A long whine escaped him and he barked at Ike’s retreating figure to no avail. It didn’t take long for Hound to move on to the next best option; Trys, the woman who always gave him attention. He nosed her hand, but didn’t have the attention span to make sure she would follow. Rather, his powerful nose took over as he bounded across the creek and disappeared into the bushes, guided by the comforting scent of home.
Ike’s boots hit the front steps of the cabin with a resounding thud. He took a deep breath as he approached the front door, steeling himself for having to face a group of people that he had once sworn to eliminate. It quite literally felt like walking into the wolves den, but at the same time, he’d grown accustomed to seeing Kiona as the very real person that she was. It was Wolfgang he was worried about- a stranger capable of turning outside of a full moon and who knows what else. Ike was aware of the ever present state of danger they were in, but that didn’t seem to faze him as he reached for the door knob. By the time he realized the door had been locked, his momentum carried him forward until his shoulder collided with the door. The impact rattled the door frame loudly and it quickly dawned on Ike that he had been locked out on purpose. He banged a fist against the wood and called out, voice tinged with anxiety over what might’ve happened during his absence, “Kiona?”
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Post by starrea on Apr 8, 2021 4:50:27 GMT
Time does not always pass at the same speed. Traveling with Ike, time passed with all the speed of a sleepless night that stretched on for eternity. Her life was reduced to her existence in that very moment, with no past and no future. Time was like a flowing river that had been slowed to a motionless reservoir, and Kiona was submerged beneath the surface. The colors of the world faded to shades of gray and the sounds muted, and underneath the surface, she was far away from all the traumas in the world above. Somewhere above, time marched on and dragged Kiona behind it, but she was numb to its passage.
That all changed with the deafening click of the deadbolt. It echoed through her like an explosion and Kiona shot to her feet so quickly she had to steady herself on the counter to keep from falling. Without warning, the stillness of time burst forth into raging rapids and Kiona was unprepared for the violent change of pace. Before she even had chance to understand the sudden turn of events, the remaining couch was pushed up against the door and her muscles tensed with the urge to flee. As she stared at the door, even though she knew it separated her and her captor, she truly didn't know which side she preferred to be on. Ike might have been on the other side, but so was any hope of freedom.
"Wait, wait," The words tumbled out of her mouth as she reached out for Wolfgang, closing the distance between them before she abruptly stopped herself just short of him. Startled by her own impulsive reaction to reach out to him, she took a hurried step back before she took a deep breath. It was unnerving to see someone so concerned for her and his fear burned straight through the cold, hard exterior she had built around herself until she was as soft as water again. The constant gas-lighting of her domineering travel partners had dulled her reality and now unprotected, fear ravaged through her as she fully grasped the gravity of her situation all over again.
Wolfgang's plan was foolish and ignorant. If all it took to send Ike away was asking him nicely, then he would have been long gone by now. "If anyone is leaving, it needs to be me," The words were rushed as she tried to keep up with the hastily evolving situation, but she felt slow and winded. Whatever his intentions were, they obviously included her - and that only amplified her resolve to run. She was still slipping in and out of denial, rationally aware of what was happening but also unable to accept the possibility of becoming acquainted with another werewolf. It seemed implausible; even more so than her death. She couldn't gather her thoughts but her mouth opened and more words tumbled out, "Ike won't hurt me," If there was one thing Kiona was sure of, it was that Ike was a shameful representation of the great Grovakhan Empire. He had countless opportunities and a million reasons to put her six feet underground, but he restrained himself every single time. He took care of her, even if only out of sheer obligation, but she knew that her situation could be worse. For someone on death row, he didn't have to give her as much leniency as he did. "He wouldn't be the one to execute me, he's just bringing me back," Kiona rambled, stopping herself short when she realized how much it sounded like she was defending him - which was not her intention, at all. The door shook from impact and Kiona jumped back, visibly flinching at the sound of her name being called. There wasn't time to unpack her unconscious defense of her jailer, and she scrambled to think of a plan under the increasing pressure of time. "I need to slip out the back," Kiona insisted, unsure of where she was going but hoping the idea would come as she spoke, "But they can't realize I'm gone. I need the head start," The locked door and couch were only a deterrent, and not a strong one. Ike would in the cabin within minutes. Time was not on their side. "We need to keep them outside and distracted...," Adrenaline started to pump through her, or maybe it was the panic, and her hands started to shake, "We can imply that we're... getting to know one another," The idea was out before she could stop it and heat flooded her cheeks at the mere implication. She immediately dropped her gaze, too embarrassed to look at him, but she didn't take the idea back. "He won't be as concerned about a locked door and I can slip out the back," She continued and even once her idea was fully explained, the embarrassment didn't fade. The fresh memory of admitting to the strange connection she felt between them just minutes before only intensified her self-consciousness and she pretended to look anywhere but at Wolfgang. The situation was time sensitive and she didn't have time for him to disagree. They didn't have time to hash out her desire for freedom and frankly, unless he wanted to chain her to the wall, he didn't have much of a say in it. Ike was willing to physically restrain her to keep her close but she had a feeling that Wolfgang wouldn't resort to such crude methods. Unfortunately for him, the use of restraints would be entirely necessary if he wanted her to stay. Before she lost her courage, she brushed past him and walked closer to the door, "Damn it Ike, can't you take a fucking hint? We're busy, get lost and come back later," She shouted through the door, her voice absent of the same innocent shyness that it had when she had suggested the idea moments before. It took her another second or two to gather the courage to turn back towards Wolfgang, and when she did face him, she pretended like she hadn't just insinuated that they were having sex. "Okay, which room has a window that leads out back? Do you have any meat? I need something to buy his stupid dog off," She was a flurry of movement and the tremors in her hands had taken over her entire body. Traveling with Ike, however dreadfully tedious, had been safe. She had been confident in the knowledge that her life was not in immediate danger - but if she escaped, all bets were off. One wrong choice, and she could die.
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Post by Elvander on Apr 11, 2021 21:31:22 GMT
Sasha sat upright as she heard things unfolding poorly. She could hear Kiona's sharp tone as she went off on Wolfgang over something she hadn't heard- and then she heard the banging on the door. She pushed herself up off the bed and hurried into the main room, Artemis guiding her along the way. "What's going on?" she demanded to know, seeking Wolfgang's heat in the room and making her way towards him. Was he doing something stupid? She wouldn't let him. Sasha had had enough fear in her life and she wasn't keen on letting Wolfgang, or Kiona for that matter, take away this peaceful cabin or her connection with Wolfgang. ___
Trys felt the cold sting of Ike's rejecting and it deflated her completely. Kiona had pushed back against her kindness, and so had Ike. Whatever she tried, whatever she did to prove herself to both of them, she always fell short. Perhaps it was best to leave now. She pushed herself to her feet as Ike stormed off towards the house, feeling forlorn. What would she do now? What could she do? Remaining involved in this tangled web as it came undone would undoubtedly leave her worse than she already was. But leaving would always leave her wondering what had happened to the princess she had plucked from the snow. Wondering about the tall fierce stranger who had strode into her life with a hunting dog and a task to complete. Wondering about the wolf in the cabin and the small, feisty woman who had taken them in. Before she could decide, Hound had her attention. While Ike was used to ignoring his dog, Trys had long learned that animals were the only steady source of companionship the world had to offer. And so she followed Hound on quiet feet, well used to treading through terrain like she was a ghost. Trys crossed the stream, gritting her teeth at the cold as it splashed up to her thighs, but paid it no mind. It only served to make her sharper. She ducked into the bushes, blending in as she followed Hound's trail. Where was he taking her? As they approached the tree where Alix was hiding, Trys had seen the footprints. Her senses tingled with the knowledge that someone was watching them. She had to think fast- if she let whoever it was know that she had seen them, she would likely be dead before she could turn her back to run. Her heart pounding, Trys did not look up or around as she finally closed the distance to Hound and grabbed his collar. "Come on," she grunted, pulling him back the way they'd come. "Stupid dog," she muttered, trying to further the illusion that she was completely unaware that above, a hunter stalked her like prey.
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Alix's musings were derailed as Ike broke contact with Trys. It made him proud, in a way, to hear that Ike had not given up on his beliefs completely. He had turned the red fox away, and Alix would be merciful in his killing as a reward for that. But one thing Alix hadn't counted on was Hound- the goofy, happy go-lucky dog who, for all his shortcomings, still had a tracking ability that could catch the most elusive scents. He cursed as the dog headed towards him, knowing his best bet to remain hidden was to climb. Cursing under his breath, Alix hoisted himself up into a tree, higher and higher, into the more full coverage of the leaves. Even so, the trees were mostly bare. He flattened himself to the trunk and remained still, his hand gripping the throwing daggers he always carried with him. If Trys found him and went to alert Ike, he would have to kill her in her steps. With Trys now directly beneath him, he tightened his grip, every muscle tensed. But she didn't seem aware of his presence. Alix remained completely still, waiting for Hound to yield to her attempts to drag him off.
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Post by Val on Apr 18, 2021 21:25:57 GMT
As Kiona jumped from one sporadic thought to the next, Wolfgang was reminded of himself. He was notorious for rambling endlessly, and often couldn’t keep up with his own train of thought once he latched onto a subject. But as he watched Kiona fall into that similar state of tunnel vision, he felt the gears of his own mind slow down as a natural effort to balance her out. It was apparent that Kiona was confused- caught up in a state of denial due to trauma and rapid change. Wolfgang wanted to be understanding of that, but the mere mention of her leaving immediately set him on edge, and his eyes hardened with resolve.
“Kiona-“ he attempted to interject, but she beat him to it. He kept his eyes locked onto her warily, expecting her to try to flee any second. Wolfgang wasn’t keen on the idea of forcing anyone to do anything, especially not a girl whose freedom had already been stripped from her, but he knew in his heart that he couldn’t allow her to leave.
Even after what she had just disclosed about her travel companions, he believed Kiona when she said that Ike wouldn’t hurt her. As much as he wanted to interpret Ike as the enemy, he couldn’t help but think back to first impressions and recall how the man had reacted to Kiona’s suicide attempt. Ike had seemed hellbent on saving the girl’s life , and Wolfgang would’ve never guessed that he was a bounty hunter tasked with her capture. Despite his general aloofness, Wolfgang considered himself good at reading people, and he had genuinely sensed that two had Kiona’s best interests at heart. Their relationship was incredibly perplexing, but he needed to err on the side of caution for both their sakes. They were werewolves, after all, and enemies lurked around every corner.
Wolfgang’s eyes shot to the door as it rattled, signaling Ike’s return. He prepared to take advantage of the temporary barrier between them and attempt to speak to the man, but Kiona had other, less practical ideas. Wolfgang was a particularly difficult person to shock. He’d seen and done more scandalous things than he’d care to admit, but somehow the girl’s promiscuous declaration caught him completely off guard. As he attempted to muster a worthy rejection of the plan, Kiona ran with the idea, leaving him wide eyed and reeling as she implied to Ike that they were getting it on within hours of meeting each other.
“Oh fuck,” he uttered under his breath. He couldn’t blame Kiona for her naivety, but he’d dealt with enough raging overprotective types to know that Ike was going to be very concerned about a locked door now that she’d planted such an idea into his head.
Hearing Ike’s thunderous response from outside finally spurred Wolfgang to take control of the situation. When Kiona turned back to him, he grabbed her firmly by her elbows, stilling her shaking body as he forced her to look him in the eyes, “Slow. Down.” He waited until she had stopped speaking to drag her away from the door toward the far side of the room where he planted her to the floor. Although he couldn’t hide the harsh look in his eyes, his intentions weren’t to embarrass or berate Kiona, so he chose his words carefully and avoided the subject of her inappropriate proclamation, “You don’t need to run any more. Do you understand me?” he paused, searching her eyes for any indication that he was convincing her to stay put, “I will protect you,” he promised. And although he had never been the type to offer such cliched knightly vows, he knew for a fact that he would defend her with every fiber of his being from here on out. His wolf eagerly seconded that.
When Sasha entered the room, Wolfgang broke away from his intense staring match with Kiona. He looked at her guiltily, and although she couldn’t see him, he was sure she could sense that he was feeling responsible for what was transpiring. Unfortunately, there was no time to explain because Ike was about sixty seconds away from breaking the door down. Still gripping Kiona by the arm, he guided her into Sasha’s arms and corralled the women away from the front door, “I’ll handle it,” he insisted, “Just make sure she doesn’t go anywhere,” he told Sasha before turning back to face the front door as it was busted open and he was faced with the raging bull of a man that wanted him dead.
“What?!” Ike yelled back, feeling all sense of rational thought fly out the window at Kiona’s insinuation. That was all it took to ignite Ike’s short fuse as he glared into the half rotten wood that separated him from the others. It was a laughable barrier. Backing up a few steps, he inhaled a deep breath and charged the door, using his shoulder as a battering ram. The impact was loud and surely did some damage, but it wasn’t enough to break the lock. He repeated the action again and again. On the third try, he felt the door cave in as the metal deadbolt was busted into oblivion. The door, however, was stopped by a second barrier that only served to further irritate him. Bracing his arms in the door frame, he swung back and forward, slamming his foot into the center of the door. The force was enough to send the couch skidding across the floor, and the door swung limply open to reveal the scene within.
Ike’s eyes locked onto Wolfgang, who was standing defensively between himself and Kiona as though he were the threat. Fueled by rage and adrenaline, he did not pause to take in any details. Rather he fixated his resentment on the one person he could finally take it out on. Ike stormed into the house and vaulted himself over the back of the couch, landing in front of his target. Although Wolfgang perhaps had him beat on height, Ike had about 100 pounds of pure muscle on the man, who was still standing his ground despite the pitiful odds. He lunged forward and slammed his palms against the werewolf’s chest, sending him careening into the bookcases behind him. As leather bound books came raining down upon the man, Ike was already upon him. He pressed his hand into Wolfgang’s throat, pinning him against the shelves as he reared a fist back. Without hesitation, he punched Wolfgang in the face, feeling the satisfactory burn of his own knuckles from the blow.
“Don’t.” Ike already had his fist cocked as he prepared to continue the assault, but Wolfgang’s warning stopped him in his tracks. It wasn’t the word that captured his attention- it was the intensifying grip that Wolfgang had on his forearm with an illogical amount of strength. He locked eyes with the man and could see his pupils dilating, could feel his heart rate amplifying with the hand at his throat, and the burning heat of his skin. Ike wanted nothing more than to beat the foreigner’s face in until he forgot all about his failed mission and his pathetic bleeding heart, but he could sense what was coming without Wolfgang needing to say it aloud, “Don’t make me turn.”
Ike had two options under the circumstances. He could follow through with giving Wolfgang the beating of a lifetime and risk forcing the werewolf to rear its head, or he could kill the beast and it’s host before he got the chance to shift. For the first time since he’d barged into the house, his eyes turned to seek out Kiona. Now that he was taking a moment to pause, he considered the fact that Kiona had been lying about getting “busy” with the man. She knew just how to make his life a living hell, and yet he kept subjecting himself to more. Perhaps things had started out with him as her captor, but it was beginning to feel as though their roles were reversed as Ike groveled and bent over backwards to keep her safe in his own bizarre way. His eyes shifted to Sasha, and if Kiona wasn’t a reason enough to heed Wolfgang’s warning, then the healer certainly was. Where he came from, involving innocent bystanders in their work was a heinous act of negligence. And killing the man…well, the fall out would be unimaginable. That left the third and final option; mercy.
Without warning, Ike released Wolfgang with a final shove, forcing him to the ground, “Keep your filthy hands off of her,” he growled. He turned to confront Kiona, and it was clear that Wolfgang wasn’t the only one his anger was directed at. “What do I have to do?” He demanded to know, throwing his hands- still tinged pink from Kiona’s blood- out in a display of exasperation, “How many times do I have to save your life before you realize that I’m not going to hurt you? I’m not going back, and I’m certainly not bringing you back!” The outburst was raw and straight from the heart as Ike finally let the façade fall away. He no longer wanted Kiona’s fear and compliance- he wanted her trust.
For the first time during their weeks together, Ike lowered his eyes as one might when speaking to a royal. Although his own tribe revolted against the crown and he was a direct participant in their downfall, he felt the need to prove that he was turning his back on the people who wanted the last remaining princess dead, even if that meant demeaning himself, “So you’re stuck with me, because I’m not going anywhere until I know that you’re okay.”
Ike didn’t wait for a response- he didn’t need one. If Kiona left, he would follow. And if she stayed, then he would endure coexisting with the other werewolf for the sake of his new mission. He turned and exited the cabin, stomping down the front steps and back out into the wilderness. As he paused to inhale a deep breath and ground himself, he heard Hound’s bark in the distance. His eyes snapped open, and he scanned the tree line for any signs of Trys and her fiery red hair, but the landscape was bleak and colorless.
Hound had followed Alix’s scent with startling precision, leading Trys to the base of the tree within a few short minutes of tracking. He placed his paw against the trunk and followed his snout upwards, sniffing at the air until he had pinpointed the location of the man above. But before he could signal his success, Trys pulled on his collar and broke his concentration. He whined and tried to return to the tree, but Trys’ tugging ultimately won out as he was dragged away from the familiar scent. Clearly not sensing the danger that Trys was feeling, the bloodhound instead resorted to barking repeatedly at Alix’s hiding place to try to get his point across as he was led away.
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Post by starrea on Apr 21, 2021 3:01:01 GMT
Wolfgang was trying to speak to her but Kiona was having a hard time comprehending his words, not when her plan was going so disastrously wrong. Instead of scaring Ike off, her proclamation had done the exact opposite - and she couldn't believe his nerve. How dare he think that he had any control over who she slept with, especially when they were en route to her execution. He could force her compliance and ensure her timely arrival for her public slaying, but he had absolutely no say in who she chose to have sex with. Kiona was half the size and a quarter of the strength of Ike, but she was ready to make him feel her wrath for even thinking that his control extended farther than his custody over her.
"I don't need protection -" Before Kiona could finish, Ike busted the door down and was charging Wolfgang with a murderous look on his face. Kiona immediately jumped, trying to put herself between Ike and his target, but a hand on her arm held her back. She swiveled to look at Sasha and was about to say something, but the sound of books falling to the floor snapped her attention back to the evolving situation at hand. "Stop it! Ike, stop!" Kiona screeched, descending into pure panic as she watched Ike draw his fist back. To her horror, he didn't even hesitate. The sound of Wolfgang getting punched physically knocked the air out of Kiona's lungs and she staggered back a step, shocked that Ike actually did that. Her shock only lasted a second or two and by the time she wrenched herself free of Sasha, she was so mad she was nearly shaking. And when Ike finally turned to her, she was about two seconds away from punching him in the face.
Ike's scolding was humiliatingly patronizing, framing her as nothing more than an ungrateful, spoiled brat. His persistent contradictions and misdirections coupled with her unprocessed trauma had her questioning her own memory, perception and sanity. Her version of events, as she remembered them, were starting to feel false; maybe she was being melodramatic and difficult. Warranted or not, the shame was crippling, thick and tangible enough that it felt hard to breathe. It felt unfair that Ike expected her to recognize his radical change in priorities, and even more ridiculous that he expected her to just accept his new role in her life. But then again, why should she object to his presence in her life? He had, after all, saved her life twice. But all of that didn't change everything that had already happened - including what Ike was, and what he had intended on doing to her. The foundation of their relationship was built on forced compliance and her impending execution. Regardless of his change of heart, she didn't think she could just get over all of that. And somehow, Ike managed to make her feel crazy for feeling unappreciative of his change of heart. But in the end, it didn't really matter how she felt because Ike had made it perfectly clear that he was going to stay whether she wanted him to or not, and she was going to have to find some way to be okay with that.
Kiona wasn't okay; she was so far away from being okay that it seemed unlikely to happen at all. The mere insinuation of returning to some semblance of normal was so inconceivable that she felt momentarily enraged that he would even suggest that, but the rage burned out quickly. She had been locked in this life-or-death struggle with Ike, struggling to free herself, but Ike's confession essentially cut her loose. In a matter of seconds, she had gone from vying for her life to completely safe but her body didn't seem to recognize that there was no more danger. The uneasy apprehension didn't fade away and now, even with nothing to run away from and nowhere to run to, the urge to flee didn't waver. It had been easy to ignore the worst of her traumas whilst focusing on her immediate survival, but with nothing to distract herself, she could feel all of the unresolved trauma start to creep up towards her like the tide as it came in.
When the shock wore off, Ike had already stormed out. Kiona pulled it together and wiped any stray tears from her eyes, refusing to let any fall. Her magnificent disaster of a plan and Ike's reprimand had been humiliating enough. Even worse, Wolfgang had gotten punched because of her stupidity. With around her being considerably older, she couldn't help but feel like a foolish, reckless child. When she finally unfroze, she tentatively walked towards Wolfgang and crouched next to him, reaching out to examine his face. Before her fingers touched his face, she seemed to think better of it and pulled away again.
"I'm so sorry," The apology wasn't enough, wasn't even close to being enough, but it was the best she had. She couldn't find the courage to look at either Sasha or Wolfgang so she stared at the ground instead, trying not to think about the fact that all she wanted to do was go home. "Let me clean this up," She was equally desperate for a distraction and any act to make amends so she turned to the books that were scattered on the ground. "At least you don't have to worry about me now. Apparently, I'll be fine," Kiona said offhandedly after a long moment of uncomfortable silence but her poor attempt at humor was cringey at best. "But just in case, please don't try to protect me. Bad things happen to people who protect me, and I just don't want to be the reason that something happens to you... or Sasha," It was okay, she reasoned, to not want to be the reason that a werewolf and a witch to die and besides, she had far too many other things to weigh her conscience down than to waste time being guilty about this. The seconds ticked by and thoughts about her future started to trickle in. Within a minute or so, questions started to pelted down on her; questions she was ill-equipped and unable to answer, and she loathed Ike for dropping that revelation onto her and then storming out before he had to deal with the fallout.
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Post by Elvander on Apr 21, 2021 20:44:22 GMT
Sasha held on to Kiona as Ike barged in, threatening to send an already precarious situation into overdrive. Her heart pounded in her chest around such violence, and everything inside of her tensed with memory she would never shake. Violence had never sat right with Sasha, and after she'd been beaten and blinded, hearing it unfold was absolutely traumatizing. The healer treated those who had been victims, but she was rarely around when it unfolded. She didn't know it, but the petite blonde woman was shaking by the time Ike released Wolfgang after his warning. She released Kiona when the girl tore away from her, leaving her reeling and trying to navigate the situation.
Ike's words snapped her out of it. The man, though wild and gruff, was profoundly loyal to the princess and it was a relief. With her fingers tightly laced in Artemis' fur, she focused her energy inward, soothing herself of the sudden terror that had come over her. She gulped in a few deep breaths as Ike left once again, and she sank down on the couch, listening as Kiona spoke to Wolfgang.
"You aren't okay, not right now. But you will be. Please... will you let us help you?"
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Trys dragged Hound away from Alix, determined not to get herself killed or drag another predator towards the already tense cabin. She emerged from the brush, Hound in tow, moments after Ike had left the house. She'd heard the shouting, though it was incomprehensible from the distance. Whatever they'd been yelling about, she was about to throw another bombshell on Ike. Trys hoped that he could handle it. Whatever he ended up choosing to do, Trys would have his back. Alix wasn't aware that she knew he was there- that gave them some sort of advantage. Trys released Hound so that he could bound towards his owner, and Trys followed more slowly. As she neared, she took a deep breath and fixed her gaze on the mysterious, stoic man before her. "Someone is here," she whispered, wondering if he would understand with that simple statement.
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Post by Val on May 14, 2021 2:38:47 GMT
Wolfgang had only been punched a handful of times in his life, and he’d been blackout drunk in each instance thus far. Until now, that is. Ike’s cinderblock-like fist made impact with his face before he could so much as open his mouth to talk his way out of the unfortunate situation. The moments that followed the sucker punch were a blur as he expended every ounce of his energy on preventing the beast from rearing it’s head in retaliation. The all too familiar symptoms bombarded him all at once as he stared into the eyes of his attacker, begging both himself and Ike not to lose control. Whatever warning he managed to spit out seemed to change Ike’s mind and, before he knew it, he collapsed to the floor amongst the pile of fallen books.
The haze in his mind began to fade once the threat dissipated, leaving Wolfgang reeling from the assault as he listened to what Ike had to say. The longer he sat there, the more he felt like he was melting into a puddle of shame over the fact that he had actually threatened to unleash the wolf and put everyone’s lives at risk. Wolfgang had spent most of his life doing everything in his power to repress his other half, and had grown comfortable with the routine of preparing himself for each full moon. His perception of the affliction only changed when he unexpectedly turned in broad daylight. He realized very quickly after the catastrophic event that his sense of control was a mere figment of his imagination. During his stint in Raevaryn’s dungeon, he’d convinced himself that coexisting with the wolf was his best and only option going forward. But now, he was second guessing the decision to cooperate with a very real and very dangerous monster.
Ever since he’d stopped trying to ignore the wolf’s presence, it felt as though there were two separate entities fighting for control, and Wolfgang feared that he was losing the battle. If he wasn’t careful, he might forfeit his autonomy, or succumb to the wolf’s violent tendencies out of pure convenience. They were two souls in one body, and Wolfgang was terrified that he would never be able to achieve a balance with the seemingly immortal being that he shared his life with.
Wolfgang watched Ike retreat with a sense of defeat. He wanted to direct all of his negative energy at the man, but all rational thought pointed to the fact that he was a far greater threat to Kiona if he were to lose control in the heat of the moment. The only good news seemed to be that they were all on the same page when it came to the girl’s well being. But forming an forced alliance with yet another beast wasn’t exactly ideal to Wolfgang.
Sensing her presence in his periphery, Wolfgang turned his head in time to see Kiona’s retreating hand. His first thought was that she was afraid of him, and he abruptly looked away, avoiding eye contact. Pain was radiating from his cheek bone into his eye socket- a clear indicator that he would likely have a black eye by morning. He’d become so used to the wolf healing his wounds lately that it was strange to have to endure an actual injury. Apparently, forcing the wolf back into hiding also excised his convenient healing ability as some sort of cruel punishment. He seemed to learn something new about himself with each passing day, but the pursuit of knowledge didn’t excite him in the same way it used to.
“There’s no need for apologies,” he insisted softly, “It’s not your fault.” It wouldn’t be the first time he’d seen a young woman try to take responsibility for the actions of reckless men, and Wolfgang wanted no part of that narrative. He was perfectly okay with taking accountability for the whole event, but perhaps that was the self hatred talking. He didn’t bother arguing over protecting her because, in the end, it wasn’t a choice. He would continue to protect her whether she wanted him to or not, because he felt the need to keep her safe with every fiber of his- or perhaps their- being.
But Sasha…He looked up at her as Kiona uttered her name, feeling yet another swell of guilt wash over him at the idea of something happening to her because of his ridiculous personal mission. He’d warned her a long time ago that he was incapable of changing- that his selfish nature tended to chew people up and spit them out, even if it was unintentional. Wolfgang stared at Sasha for a long moment, trying to decide how he should proceed in the aftermath of such an overwhelming day. In that moment, he craved Sasha’s soothing touch in the same way he craved the numbness that a bottle of alcohol could provide.
Wolfgang pushed himself up from the ground and stepped around the scattered books wordlessly, too distracted to care about the destruction of his father’s cabin. He made his way to the kitchen and slumped back into his seat, pushing a hand through his tousled hair. His eyes landed on the bottle of liquor he’d previously cast aside, and he grabbed it before he could talk himself out of a bad decision. He poured a sizable drink for himself and knocked it back, hardly reacting to the familiar burn.
“We should all get some rest,” he announced after a moment, “There is a spare bedroom down the hall, Kiona. Please, try to get some sleep,” he urged, as though already anticipating a rebuttal. He leaned over his empty glass, itching to refill it, but resisting the impulse- for now. He felt a restless night coming on, but then again, he’d never really been good at dealing with his problems in a healthy way.
Before the panic could settle in, Ike spotted Trys emerging from the woods with his dog in tow. Despite his attempts to push her away, he felt immense relief at the sight of the woman who’d become a loyal ally in the midst of their unexpected journey. She clearly had not taken his advice to go home, and for that he was immensely grateful. He’d been stupid to think he was capable of dealing with Kiona and the others without her steadfast nature to keep him in check. However, the relief was short lived; he could sense something was wrong as they approached- no doubt ready to drop another bomb on him.
As soon as Trys released him, Hound sprinted in Ike’s direction, oversized ears flapping with each bound. Once the dog reached Ike, he reared up on his hind legs and planted his large front paws against Ike’s chest, barking once in his face as he finally garnered the man’s attention. Ike braced himself and patted his dog, “What is it now, boy?” he muttered before shoving him off, attention returning to Trys.
Immediately, he wanted to take back the words he’d said to her earlier. All he could picture when he met her gaze was the tears falling from her eyes- tears he’d caused and would likely continue to cause. He’d had her best interests at heart in telling her to go, but perhaps it was too late to separate her from the situation. They were all in deep, and he needed her help now more than ever. An apology- one of many that he’d already uttered to her- was on the tip of his tongue, but her words cut the thought short. Reconciliation would have to wait.
Ike’s jaw tensed as his piercing gaze scanned the tree line from which she’d appeared. All was still, but Hound’s demeanor was really all he needed to know what was going on. The tracking dog was clearly indicating that he’d picked up a scent, and a familiar one at that judging by the intense tail wagging going on. They’d come after him sooner than he’d expected, and now he was likely going to have to face his brothers in arms and break his vow of loyalty to the tribe he’d dedicated his life to.
Ike didn’t need time to think through his course of action. He’d meant what he’d said to Kiona- he was going to protect her. If all went well, she wouldn’t even have to know about the new threat that was tailing them like a persistent buzzard, waiting for the chance to swoop in. He offered Trys a firm nod, letting her know he understood the situation at hand, “My people,” he confirmed, sure of his assumption that they had sent someone to clean up his mess. He turned and approached the pile of supplies they dumped haphazardly in front of the cabin, quickly equipping his crossbow. He visibly hesitated before grabbing Trys’s bow and handing it off to her, wordlessly accepting her help. Although he felt compelled to protect the woman, he’d learned first hand that she was perfectly capable of handling herself.
“Stay close,” he advised her as he swiftly loaded his bow and turned to his restless bloodhound, “Show me,” he commanded. Hound didn’t need to be told twice. The dog turned and bounded back in the direction he’d come, nose working furiously as he led the way toward the familiar scent. Ike hoisted his weapon to his shoulder and followed, entering the woods in search of their mysterious pursuer.
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Post by Elvander on May 18, 2021 22:03:11 GMT
Sasha let out a breath and ran her hands through her blonde hair, feeling her shoulders sink and release tension. When Ike backed off, she felt the room breathe easier. In lighter circumstances, she definitely would have made fun of Wolfgang for getting punched. No one could argue he didn't deserve it, karmically or otherwise. As Wolfgang suggested going to bed, she nodded in agreement. "It's getting late, and it's been a very rough day. Kiona... I hope that you will find this place to be a home. We are happy to have you with us, and I hope you're happy to stay." The woman offered a smile in Kiona's direction, and then moved down the hallway. She wondered if Wolfgang would drink himself to sleep, or if he'd stay up brooding, or if perhaps he would come find her to debrief. She hoped he chose the latter.
Sasha padded into her room once more and curled up on her bed, having left the door ajar. She waited, listening for sounds of footsteps.
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Unaware that she had been about to earn an apology from the wild huntsman, Trys didn't waste time thinking about her hurt feelings. She wasn't really mad at him, so much as she was exhausted and stressed from the last few days. Her brief moment of respite had come in the form of tears, but she hadn't even had to process that before a new danger was lurking. When Ike confirmed what she meant, she gritted her teeth and took up her bow confidently, her fingers curling tightly around it. "What are you going to do?" she whispered under her breath as they followed Hound back through the brush, retracing their steps. Trys, for all her kindness and levelheadedness, was one bad moment away from snapping and going ballistic on whoever had followed them here. She wanted to breathe, gods damnit. She wanted to sleep and feel at peace and eat and not look over her shoulder. She wanted to bathe in warm water and enjoy the company of their new friends around a fire. Despite what she wanted, Trys knew that realistically, it would most likely never happen. Their danger was very real, and the reason for it was more important than being able to feel safe. For one brief moment, Trys wondered what she would have done if she had found Kiona in the snow and known what struggle it would bring when she saved her life. Would she still have done it?
Trys didn't have time to think about her answer before they arrived near the spot Alix had been lurking. Was he still here? Hound seemed to think so. She notched an arrow and nodded towards the brush, indicating that she would take cover there and watch his back. If Alix didn't know she was here, she would at least be able to provide an element of surprise if Ike couldn't handle it on his own.
-- Alix let out a breath as the dog and the girl left. If she had known of his presence, no doubt she would bring Ike back. Either her, or Hound. Either way, he didn't mind. In the end, he supposed it would be most honorable to let Ike know what would happen if he didn't come back with him and kill the princess. Perhaps Alix was sensitive still because of his age. Perhaps it was because he revered Ike in some way, despite the man's clear failings recently. Whatever was compelling them, he was content to allow Ike the opportunity to revoke his folly. And so, when Ike and Hound came into view, Alix decided the time was now. The man, clad from head to toe in black furs and soft leathers from the hides of hunted animals and beasts, dropped down from the tree and into the snow. As he straightened up from his dramatic little landing, he ran a leather clad glove through his thick dark curls and peeked up at Ike through that tangle as he rose, offering him a grin that indicated that there were nothing but friendly intentions on his mind. "I should have known that dumb beast of yours would lead you to me. Hound," he called the dog to him, knowing the stupid thing would come. He was far too friendly, but his prowess at tracking had kept the dog alive. "I saw that girl of yours. Did her sweet snatch compel you to abandon your creed and your people?" He tilted his head as if asking a genuinely question, but his eyes showed his contempt.
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Post by starrea on May 18, 2021 23:09:04 GMT
Wolfgang was wrong; all of it, everything that had happened, was Kiona's fault. From the moment she had been born a genetic abomination nineteen years ago, she had been a catalyst of a series of events that rocked the very foundation of the entire Grovakhan empire and triggered the eventual slaughter of her family. Without her, there never would have been any reason for rioters to storm the castle and massacre her family. Her sister's wouldn't have their throats brutally slashed open, cut so deep that their heads flopped around freely, disconnected to the body. Her mother wouldn't have been impaled on her throne and her father wouldn't have been gutted and left to bleed out. She wouldn't have been forced to flee into the wilderness, still covered in family's blood, for her own survival. She wouldn't have nearly died or stumbled upon Trys or incurred the pursuit of Ike. And she definitely wouldn't have met Wolfgang and he wouldn't have gotten punched. Ike already liked to remind her how she controlled her decisions and therefore, her consequences and the overwhelming magnitude of guilt settled like ash, snuffing out her light.
The urge to hurt herself resurfaced, but the intentions were different this time. Kiona wasn't backed into a corner and she wasn't scared. She was just nineteen years old, unequipped to shoulder the guilt and blame, incapable of accepting her true identity, and unsure of how to move forward. She felt the creation of her own misery, the direct cause of all of the macabre that surrounded her, and she didn't know how to stop it. She missed her family - her mother and sisters but right now, mostly her dad - so badly that it hurt, and she was painfully aware about how alone she was in navigating her grief. Even if there was a way to move forward with her life, she was no longer entirely sure that she wanted to. Now more than ever, she wished that she had bled out on the floor with the rest of her family.
"Yeah," Kiona agreed, still slightly dazed from Ike's outburst. She was aware of the fact that if she decided to do anything to herself, she couldn't get caught. She couldn't deal with the fallout of something like that again. Even just the thoughts of doing something similar made her feel guilty and she avoided looking at either Sasha or Wolfgang. "Some sleep would be good," She murmured and even though she was so exhausted her bones ached, she knew she wouldn't be able to fall asleep. "Thank you and I'm sorry about everything... Goodnight."
Without waiting for any sort of response and tactfully avoiding looking at the others, Kiona slipped down the hallway and into the spare bedroom, shutting the door behind her. She leaned against it, pressing her hot forehead against the cold wood and closing her eyes. There was no chance that she was going to get any sleep tonight.
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