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Post by northy on Jan 1, 2020 22:23:49 GMT
Blythe had escaped the wedding, days ago. Sashka had as well, but the dog hadn't returned home. It scared her more than usual, with Bram's behavior. She needed to find her companion, and quick. She raced ahead into Reavaryn land on her snow white mare, hoping to go unnoticed in the eerie quiet of dawn. She was sensing around as they went, searching for any sign or feeling of Sashka. The trail led to the cove, and Blythe slowly slipped from her horse, pausing to breathe and look upon the lake surface. Sashka was near and safe, she could afford to relax a moment. Right?
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Post by Elvander on Jan 1, 2020 22:37:02 GMT
Talion had been busy, run ragged for the days proceeding the massacre. Between identifying bodies, tending to the injured, and rallying his soldiers after the shocking turn of events, he hadn't had a moment to himself to process anything. There was unrest in the Raevaryn towns, with good cause. A werewolf had hidden itself within the ranks of Raevaryn elites. Due to this, extra patrols were needed in the towns to make the people feel safe. And so finally, with the throne room being tended to by cleaning staff and the bodies being embalmed, his patrols all figured out, Talion could breathe. And he chose one of his favorite spots to help himself remain calm, and to have a place to think about Bram. The man's behaviour during the bloodbath had not been normal. Ari and Destrian had both voiced their concerns to him. Talion was pretty sure he'd turned the beast on Blythe. And what about Blythe? The beautiful, spunky Nethilor mage had held her own, but Talion longed to make sure she was okay, despite his misgivings about her. A woman who would use her magic to manipulate another person for his love was not a person Talion should be around.
As if his own thoughts possessed Bram's power of illusion, Blythe seemed to appear out of nowhere as Talion lay in the grass near the lake. He heard the sound of hoof beats and was already standing when she came riding into view, coming to a stop. Talion felt his throat tighten. What could he possibly say to her?
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Post by northy on Jan 1, 2020 22:44:31 GMT
Focused on Sashka, she hadn't sensed Talion at first. How long had he been there? She assumed he'd been busy since the wedding, dealing with the aftermath of that fiasco. He was probably here to relax. She felt the unfamiliar pang of shame looming over her, and bitterly considered running off. Why should he want to see her? He'd seen her at her lowest, pathetic against Bram and again with the werewolf. She'd grown up being told she was better than everyone, so why only now did she feel the exact opposite? Her self pity only convinced her to approach Talion, slowly. He felt warm and honest to her, different from the cold mystery that had initially drawn her to Bram. Talion felt safe. She walked over, glancing down at him for a moment before she spoke, her voice quiet and almost rough. She was still sore from the wedding. "I don't suppose you've seen Sashka around here, have you? She didn't come home after- ah, the event." Event. Perfect word.
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Post by Elvander on Jan 1, 2020 22:58:39 GMT
Talion watched her approach, and he could see the shame in her eyes. It made him pity her. "I haven't, but I wasn't exactly looking. Do you want me to help you find her?" The general stood, avoiding looking at Blythe by scouring his gaze over the landscape for her pet. "I'm glad you made it out of there. Did Bram try to kill you?" He asked, deciding to be up front with his suspicions.
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Post by northy on Jan 1, 2020 23:05:55 GMT
She nodded, about to return to her horse with help on her search, when he asked the question they'd both been wondering. She paused, looking away from him and wondering if she should answer. Things were rocky now, and not just between individuals anymore. Finally she glanced back at him, a sad look crossing her face. "I think so. I don't know for certain, however." She lifted a hand to push her hair from her face, taking a moment to search Talion's face. If he was smart, he'd leave now. She'd only proven she caused more trouble than she was worth.
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Post by Elvander on Jan 1, 2020 23:57:23 GMT
"That's what I thought too." A dark scowl creased his brow but it was unclear whether it was for personal or professional reasons that that action concerned Talion. If the kingdoms' two head mages were at war with one another, it wouldn't end with them. "You have to try to make the situation right," he admonished her, and then fell in step beside her. Talion wasn't sure why, but he offered her his arm like a gentleman, not in the manner of his usual, gruff self. "Come, let's find Sashka."
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Post by northy on Jan 2, 2020 0:04:37 GMT
She fell in beside him, silent as he spoke. He wasn't wrong, honestly, but it didn't help the flash of anger that stoked inside her. "Should I have just rolled over for the werewolf? Im sure that would have appeased him," she grumbled, her temper aimed at the situation more than Talion. He had a black and white way of looking at things. But Blythe was quickly realizing her relationship with Bram was much more convoluted than that. She accepted his arm, pausing before she reached for him, her fingers delicately skirting his skin as she absentmindedly looked around. Her dog was close, she could feel it. "What do you suggest I do then?"
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Post by Elvander on Jan 2, 2020 0:29:59 GMT
"You know him better than I do. What would he accept as a reparation of a blatant invasion of his mind and heart?" Talion asked, a bit more scathingly than he intended to. He was mostly trying to tease her, in that biting, dry way of his. Her touch was light on his arm, but it sent shivers up Talion spine. Not a good sign, push it down. "What would you need to have happen if you were in his place?"
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Post by northy on Jan 2, 2020 0:58:06 GMT
She thought about it, frowning slightly as they walked. What would she want? "I wouldn't want anything from him," she answered bluntly, ignoring his barbed comment. She deserved it, really. And she couldn't sense any hostility coming from him, so she had to assume it was mostly a joke. A tasteless one, but innocent intention-wise. "I'd want nothing to do with him." She could feel it briefly as if it were her own, the sharp stab of betrayal, the shame and embarrassment, the trauma from being so humiliated. She shook her head roughly to clear it, gritting her teeth as she quickly put her energy into searching out Sashka. As if summoned, the dog burst out into the open, and Blythe released Talion to meet her. Peace, at last. Lately it was harder to keep her magic in check, harder to keep her emotions her own. She'd have to be more careful. Blythe hugged the dog and returned to Talion, a thoughtful expression on her face. "What would you want? If it was you."
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Post by Elvander on Jan 2, 2020 1:47:57 GMT
"I'd want to be far away from you. I'd just leave, I think." Talion sighed. He knew that the question was a difficult one. There wasn't much to do to repair that. "Did you really love him so much? Were you so afraid that he wouldn't return your feelings?" Talion inquired, trying not to let his frustration come up again. He just really really wanted to understand her. He offered his hand to Sashka for her to sniff it before stroking the dog's ears.
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Post by northy on Jan 2, 2020 1:55:00 GMT
Blythe glanced at him with a sign before she sank down, kneeling next to her dog who was busy licking Talion's hand. "I didn't love him." What would he think of her now? "I was lonely. Bored. And he seemed happier the more I did it." It was a gross confession, and she pushed down her discomfort in favor of stroking Sashka. "At first it was a win-win. I know it was wrong, but I did only have good intentions." She knew it was a feeble excuse. She glanced up at him through her lashes, waiting to see his reaction.
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Post by Elvander on Jan 3, 2020 1:45:58 GMT
A shadow flickered across Talion's face. Normally, Talion would never give the mage a second look after such a confession. It was wrong, no matter what reasons she had done it for. And for the general, the world tended to be black and white, cut and dry. How could she justify using someone simply because she was bored? It was clear he was angry as his aura shifted slightly. But looking down at her, Talion felt a horrible fondness he could not explain. Perhaps fondness was too strong a word. "I could never trust someone like you, Blythe." He said finally, his voice gruff. It was as if it broke his heart a little that that was the truth.
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Post by northy on Jan 3, 2020 2:03:50 GMT
She sighed, expecting the answer, though that didn't ease the pain his words caused. She looked away, answering finally with a forced smile. "At least one of us is honest." She'd come to think of Talion as a friend, someone she enjoyed being around, someone she even craved. And yet, she'd not had to use her magic on him. How had that happened, she wondered. She swallowed roughly and stood back up, running a hand through her hair as she did. The forced expression remained on her face, trying to move past the words spoken aloud between them. "Well. I found Sashka, thank you. I suppose we should get going," she spoke quickly, trying to ignore his moody aura. It drew her in, threatening to drown her, and before she knew it she had to ask. "Why are you so angry inside? All of the time? "
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Post by Elvander on Jan 3, 2020 2:21:44 GMT
Talion could tell that Blythe was faking a smile, and it dawned on him that his words had hurt her feelings. Why was that, why would she care what he thought of her? He straightened up as well, feeling disappointed that she was leaving, but before he could think of a reason to make her stay, she asked him a question. He sighed, running a hand through his light brown hair. His eyes were dark and the faintest hint of sadness glimmered within their depths. It was easy to forget that Talion was merely a man, as vulnerable as any to sentiments of despair. It was clearly something he didn't like to talk about, and yet, she had seen him in a full rage in front of Bram, and again at the wedding. "There's a curse in my blood, much the same as there is in Wolfgang. I can control mine, for the most part. But it rears up in moments of strong negative feelings. When I'm feeling threatened, when my adrenaline is high. It's always there, swirling, pacing like a caged animal looking for a weak link in the chain that keeps it tethered." He watched her for her reaction, though he doubted the truth of his nature would deter her. "It is also a blessing. I would not be the general of Raevaryn without it. I would not be a figure of war legend without it," he finished, the slightest smirk around the corners of his mouth. So maybe there weren't any odes written about him yet. But it was true that Talion's impressive military history preceded him most places.
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Post by northy on Jan 8, 2020 18:40:14 GMT
Blythe watched him closely, listening as he explained his magic. It made sense, to her at least, and surprisingly she realized she could relate to it, the uncontrollable power within. It was a secret she held dear, telling few. "I can understand, actually," she replied slowly, watching his reaction. "I understand what it's like, having double-edged magic like that. People only know I can feel and manipulate emotions. But," she paused, biting her lip before continuing. "It goes both ways for me. Whatever I do to others, usually I feel it as if they were my own feelings. It's very hard to keep my feelings separated from other's."
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