Roman x Caspian - Raevaryn Castle

Even though Roman knew that Caspian was going to leave, and rationally he had every right to leave, it still hurt. He didn’t really have a right to feel hurt, though, because he had illegally imprisoned Caspian. And even though Caspian said he didn’t want to end whatever was between them, Roman felt like it was the end. It was incredibly selfish, but the difference between now and when he had first met Caspian is that he respected Caspian enough to let him walk away, even if it meant never seeing him again.

But he didn’t say any of that. He nodded along, giving Caspian’s hands a soft squeeze before dropping them. He didn’t know what Caspian expected of him, but he was going to be disappointed because Roman couldn’t imagine a situation in which he would magically know what to do.

“Take a left at the end of the hallway, and there should be some guards in that area. They’ll be able to escort you out.” Roman tan a hand through his hair, trying to look everywhere but at Caspian. He had never been any good at saying goodbyes. He started move towards the door, to open it for Caspian, but stopped halfway and turned back around to face him, “You never told me where you lived. Unless you don’t me to find you.”