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Post by Elvander on Sept 24, 2020 23:12:22 GMT
Brogan ignored Xander's protests, ignored his bad attitude and carried him out anyway. He could hear Lennox following them and so did not turn around as he strode with purpose into the woods, weaving through the forest, taking care to make sure that they were not being followed. It was a few tense minutes before a shack loomed out of the trees, neatly tucked away near a brook. He had settled here to be close to Xander without interfering in the boy's life. And, he had news on Amara that Xander had probably been too busy to know.
As they entered Brogan humble home, he set the boy on the bed and waited until Lennox had entered to close the door behind them. As he got a fire going, he finally broke the silence to introduce himself to Lennox. "I'm Brogan," he grunted to her and glanced at Xander.
"I know you didn't ask for my help. And I know you think you can fight that man. But he's powerful, and he will kill you. You can't fight a mage like that with your brute strength. And you might think you ran like a coward, but you made a tactical retreat. You can make him pay. Now spill the story. What's your entanglement with him?"
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Post by Val on Oct 1, 2020 0:20:55 GMT
The only thing that kept Xander conscious during the walk was his determination to keep his eyes focused on Lennox as she followed from a distance. The situation was beyond humiliating. Not only had he just gotten his face beaten in, but Brogan also had to throw salt into the wound by carrying him around like a pathetic damsel. The world spun once again as he was deposited onto the bed and Xander slumped onto his back in exhaustion, taking several moments to reorient himself and try to figure out where the hell Brogan had taken them.
He sat up with a groan and propped himself up against the wall of the shack, scowling in Brogan’s direction when the man began to lecture him, “I didn’t start anything,” he felt the need clarify, tired of being blamed for instigating situations that were out of his control, “That creep kidnapped my friend, Bo. I don’t know why, but I had to save him. I…broke him out of Raevaryn’s castle,” he admitted reluctantly, “But that’s not even why he showed up the house. He was looking to shut down the rest of mom’s operation. He’s a fool for thinking it ends with me,” he muttered, pressing his fingers tentatively against his swollen cheek.
Xander’s eyes landed on Lennox and softened. Although he was ashamed of the way that everything had played out, he knew it could have been much, much worse. He patted the spot on the bed beside him, urging her to sit, “He took it too far,” he continued, the chilling image of Roman holding a knife to Lennox’s neck still clear as day in his mind’s eye, “I’m telling you; that guy is unhinged. But Lennox…” he paused, studying her face as if the answers were hidden there somewhere, “You saw something,” he murmured, his curiosity evident. It didn’t occur to him to share with Brogan that Lennox, too, was a mage with abilities they had only just begun to understand. Instead, he sat forward, seeking whatever knowledge Lennox had gathered from the two men during the exchange, “What was it, Lennox?” he asked.
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Post by starrea on Oct 1, 2020 17:59:30 GMT
The walk was short and Lennox dragged her feet, eyeing the shack that Brogan disappeared into. She lingered in the doorway, hesitant to enter another enclosed space so soon after she had a knife pressed up her throat. The fight-or-flight response flared up at the memory and even though no immediate danger was present, her legs tensed up with the desire to run. Instead, she slipped into the cabin and softly closed the door behind her, swallowing down the anxiety that came after the thought that she had just walked into a cage and locked the door behind herself.
The only response Lennox had to the man introducing himself was a silent stare. She made no effort to reciprocate, no desire to try and be polite. She was so uncomfortable that it bordered hostility and it rolled off of her in waves as she lingered by the door, too nervous to venture further into the shack. Brogan seemed less than interested in her as well, almost immediately turning his attention back to Xander. She did, as well, listening to other part of the story she hadn't known. Her interest piqued with the mention of his mother's business, followed by immediate irritation that Xander was unwilling to give it up. Her business, whatever it was, was dangerous - it had almost gotten her killed, and he didn't care. She took a step back, her back hitting the door and she leaned against it as she observed the situation silently.
Lennox saw the way his gaze softened when he finally looked at her, and she ignored his silent offer to sit next to him. The shock of what had happened was starting to wear off and even in the absence of a knife, she still felt the omnipresence of danger looming over her. She wasn't safe. She idly raised a hand to her neck, running her fingers over the shallow cut and wondered just how much more pressure he needed to apply to sever an artery.
"I didn't see anything," Lennox said casually, her eyes flitting to Brogan uncomfortably. She had gone to great lengths to keep her abilities a secret, having only revealed them to Xander, and the fact that he brought them up in the presence of a stranger made her feel even more vulnerable. "I heard something. A name," She clarified, but didn't reveal the name. When the man had the knife pressed up against her throat, she had promised the Universe that if she lived, she would never speak the name again - and she wouldn't. Not even for Xander.
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Post by Elvander on Oct 2, 2020 18:53:34 GMT
Brogan listened as Xander explained and he realxed, nodding, almost to himself. He could feel Lennox's discomfort coming off of her in waves, and so he made a show of disarming himself, setting his weapons on the kitchen table. He sat himself down in a chair, trying to make himself look as non-threatening as possible. "Ah, sorry kid. You did the right thing, going after your friend." he offered, the closest Xander would get to a real apology for the way Brogan had jumped to conclusions. He watched the young man carefully, noting his wounds. He'd need to be patched up soon. "So Roman is trying to shut down the operation..." he stroked his jaw, seeing a golden opportunity present itself. "Well, I say we let him. Doesn't he know it's Amara's operation now?" he arched a dark eyebrow at Xander, wondering if the boy would catch his drift. If Roman believed Amara was the head, that Xander had been ousted from the ring, Roman's attention would shift to the woman long enough to let Xander disappear and reestablish himself as the head of the criminal organization in an anonymous way. Amara would simultaneously be taken out of the picture, and Xander would be free to go.
Brogan paid little attention to Lennox's mention of a vision, of a name. It didn't bother him that she was a mage, that she had powers she couldn't control or did not yet have full knowledge of. Though neither of the young ones in the home knew it, Brogan was a fiercely loyal friend and he was bonded to Xander, which meant that Lennox was under his protection as well.
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Post by Val on Oct 6, 2020 2:30:04 GMT
The moment Xander sensed that Lennox was trying to shut him out, a sense of spite overcame him. Rather than accepting his offer to comfort her, she chose to put distance between them, and he mirrored her actions by slumping back against the wall. He looked away from Lennox altogether when she offered a vague answer, feeling dismayed over the fact that the incident had put an obvious wedge between them.
Plagued by the feeling of rejection and the throbbing pain in his battered face, Xander impulsively reached into his jacket and produced the flask that he always kept on him. The heady concoction of alcohol and poppy seed was a staple amongst those seeking pain relief, but the addictive nature was not lost on Xander. He’d felt the need to hide the habit from Lennox, but he only had so much patience under the circumstances. Popping the cap, he took a long swig from the bottle and closed his eyes as he waited for the magic liquid to take effect.
Listening to Brogan’s pointed words, Xander’s eyes eventually popped back open. His sluggish thoughts quickly caught up to the suggestion and he smirked, recalling how Amara had so clearly talked down to him during their last encounter. If anyone deserved to be harassed by Roman, it was the opportunistic fox that was Amara. “I didn’t exactly get the chance to plant any leads,” he muttered, “Lord Nutjob doesn’t seem like the listening type,” he added, bitterly recalling Roman’s mind games. “If he wants the truth, he knows how to get it. So, how do we trick the puppet master?” he pondered, taking another sip from the flask.
Xander’s eyes passed over Lennox once more, but they lacked the softness from before. Though he longed for the connection they shared, he did not handle rejection well. People always talked about how love was complicated, but complicated was beginning to sound like an understatement. You're going to regret every breath you've taken since the moment you stuck a knife in the man I love. Roman’s intimidating words resurfaced unexpectedly, but he felt no fear. Rather, opportunity was veiled within the threat. Xander didn’t speak his sinister thoughts into existence, deciding to keep his cards close to his chest on the matter. If Roman wanted to play dirty, then Xander would be prepared to play his ace, and finish what he'd started.
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Post by starrea on Oct 6, 2020 11:59:28 GMT
Lennox's gaze turned lethal as she glared daggers at Xander as he pulled out a flask and took a long drink from it. She didn't know exactly what was in it, but she wasn't naive enough to believe it was water. It was a slap in the face and it made Lennox simmer with rage. Their argument from last night was still fresh; he knew exactly how she felt about his poison, but he blatantly didn't give a shit about how it would inevitably effect her. Her evolving condition was still a mystery, but Lennox couldn't imagine that he would be able to heal her while he, himself was drained from fighting voluntarily-ingested toxins. The flagrant disregard for her was too soon after nearly dying, the circumstances of which he had yet to explain to her and didn't seem concerned enough to stop whatever criminal activity he was caught up in. She almost turned around and stormed out, and if it hadn't been for the Universe's indisputable signs pointing her towards Xander, she would have. If he didn't seem to care that he was placing Lennox in harm's way, why had he agreed to keep her around in the first place?
If his touch made her sick because of his selfish desires, there would officially be nothing stopping her from leaving. She had been around too many people who had succumbed to the temptation of drugs, watched too many lives snuff out because of an innocent desire to escape reality for a little while. Lennox had learned the hard way that when given the choice, people always chose drugs over her. She was smarter now, though - she wouldn't give Xander the opportunity to choose a substance over her. But for now, her life was tangled with his and that meant whatever trouble he landed himself in, she was going to dragged through the mud behind him. A sense of alarm overcame her as she listened to their scheming, and she pushed herself off of the door and strode across the room, clambering on the bed next to Xander. She glared pointedly at the flask but didn't comment, undoubtedly saving that argument for later, when they were in private. For now, she ignored Brogan's intrusive presence.
"No, we-" Lennox paused, "you can't retaliate. Please Xander, I don't want to die. I don't want you to die," Lennox pleaded, her voice cracking with vulnerability. It was the only play she had, and right now, she wasn't sure if he cared enough about her to stop whatever he was planning. If he continued, Lennox only saw this ending two ways; Xander's crusade against Roman would only give him access to her and while he had spared her life this time around, Lennox didn't believe she would be so lucky the next time. And if Roman killed Xander, then she lost the only person who seemed to be able to keep her illness at bay, leaving her to waste away until death mercifully claimed her.
"That happened because we incurred negative energy, and the Universe punished us for it. We need to stop the cycle, we can't fight what the Universe wants from us. If you continue down this path, we will die," Lennox babbled, desperate to make Xander see that it wasn't his fate he was deciding upon - it was hers as well. She started to reach out to grab him, longing for the connection she had denied him moments before, but the sight of the flask made her hesitate. She withdrew, paranoia reminding her of the endless possibilities of the detriment that his inconsiderate decision could cause her.
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Post by Elvander on Oct 11, 2020 19:38:10 GMT
Brogan watched Xander sip the concoction and knew all too well what was in it. But he didn't say anything in the moment. That was something to bring up later. Sahara had never used the drugs she sold, knowing fully of their danger. "I think we should-" but he was cut off as Lennox offered her perspective, and Brogan fell silent. Who was this girl, talking about the universe and negative energy? Sounded like witchcraft to Brogan. But he stayed silent as he let his gaze wander back to Xander. The boy had a decision to make, and Brogan was finally realizing that he couldn't control him.
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Post by Val on Oct 18, 2020 21:39:51 GMT
Xander made a point of ignoring Lennox’s tangible disgust, fed up with constantly being on the offensive. He undoubtedly cared deeply for Lennox and would go to great lengths to protect her, but he was not about to give up his sense of free will at the drop of a hat. If they were going to stick together, which Xander fully intended on doing, there were compromises to be made on both ends. He side eyed her as she climbed onto the bed, tightening his grip on his vice. He didn’t miss the way that she avoided touching him, undoubtedly repulsed by his intoxication. He considered taking another drink out of spite, but even he wasn’t bold enough to push her buttons. Besides, they had an audience.
Xander’s gaze shifted toward Brogan, studying the man’s expression. Though he would never admit it, Xander very much cared what Brogan thought about him, and he was growing exceedingly uncomfortable as two separate parts of his life collided. He waited for Brogan’s opinion on the matter, but Lennox beat him to the punch. His eyes instantly narrowed into a judgmental look as the rugged outlaw allowed a young girl to cut him off. Perhaps he wasn’t the one who should be feeling embarrassed.
He reluctantly heard Lennox out, feeling his stubborn resolve start to melt away in response to her desperate pleas. Frowning, Xander subconsciously closed the lid of the flask and carefully tucked it away back into his jacket, attempting to appease her. The guilt returned full force, reminding him of the moment he was sure that Lennox would be taken away from him. After witnessing such a blatant threat on her life, off course his first instinct was to retaliate against Roman; how could they ever live in peace with such a threat looming over their heads? But hearing the fear in Lennox’s voice was enough to make him reconsider.
Xander rubbed a hand over his swollen face in exasperation as her speech took a turn, “Okay,” he interjected, but it wasn’t enough to stop her spiritual rambling, “Okay!” he raised his voice just enough to end the rant, avoiding looking in Brogan’s direction. He didn’t need the man thinking he’d gone off the deep end, entertaining such fanciful nonsense. Sooner or later, he needed to steer Lennox from her distorted, and quite frankly dangerous, belief system.
“Look. I won’t go after Roman, but I have to be prepared if he decides to come after us, okay?” He looked to Lennox, trying to make her see that they were backed up against a wall, and needed to start making difficult decisions. “My priority is still finding out who is responsible for my mother’s death, but Roman could very well be involved, right?” His attention returned to Brogan, seeking guidance, “Have you found any answers?” he asked, daring to be hopeful.
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Post by starrea on Oct 19, 2020 15:18:12 GMT
Xander's raised voice was enough to abruptly shut Lennox's ramblings down, and she physically recoiled, shrinking back into the wall. Even though Lennox knew what Xander thought of her belief system, his irritated dismissal was hurtful. Regardless of her beliefs, her intentions were pure; she was concerned for Xander's welfare. Their conflicting views on Lennox's beliefs aside, that one truth didn't seem deserving of his immediate rebuff. She could tell that he was agreeing with her mostly to calm her, twisting words to give himself the freedom to do whatever he had originally planned on doing but Lennox didn't try to argue. As his attention hurriedly shifted back onto Brogan, Lennox finally realized the truth: he was embarrassed of her.
The realization was jarring, rattling Lennox's already unstable mental state. As much as she wanted to flee, the idea of attracting any more attention to herself was inconceivable. Instead, she tucked herself into a back corner, back pressed up against the wall and knees drawn up to her chest and eyes downcast. She was prepared to stay silent and unobtrusive during the remainder of Brogan's visit, resigned to wallow in her shame silently.
The constant instability in Lennox's life was starting to break her down, and she felt like she was left grasping at her crumbling sanity. Everything was so far out of her control, and Lennox just had to take the punches as they came. Xander's embarrassment made her wildly self-conscious about her reactions; was she overreacting? She didn't feel like she was. Someone had just made an attempt on her life, she should be entitled to be a little emotional. She was already fractured from her constant state of poor health and this only chipped away at her fragile state. Stark had been embarrassed by her, too. She couldn't help her circumstances; she couldn't change her childhood, she couldn't control the fact that she was basically a homeless drifter, and had no control over her health or visions. It was unfair, but Lennox was well-versed in the injustices of life. Just like everything else in her life, Lennox would just have accept it and move on.
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Post by Elvander on Oct 22, 2020 20:47:00 GMT
Finally, Xander asked the question that Brogan had been wanting to answer. The reason he'd come to seek Xander out. He glanced at Lennox as the girl fell silent with Xander's soothing response. It irked Brogan that the boy was backing down so easily, but he said nothing on the matter, sure that what he had to say would make the boy eager to follow the plan he'd laid out- to use Roman to eliminate Amara.
"I found out what happened," Brogan confirmed and rose, going to a cupboard to reach for a bottle of rye. He poured himself a glass, hesitated, then poured one for Xander and Lennox as well. He didn't approve of whatever was in Xander's flask, but a good old bottle of alcohol was an acceptable vice in his opinion. He brought the glasses over, not really expecting Lennox to drink hers, but it would have been rude not to offer her one. He took a long sip of his drink before he went on, the pain evident in his eyes. But there was more than pain- there was wrath, seething and shifting in the darkness of his pupils like a giant snake. "Amara," he spit out her name like poison. "I got ahold of my men who escaped the ambush. I... prompted them until one broke and told me he had been bought by Amara to reveal Sahara's location, and to lead her into a trap." It made him feel sick to admit that one of his own men had turned like that. In response, Brogan had dismembered the man and strung him up, along with his various parts, outside the Green Jester, a well known haunt for those in his and Sahara's businesses. A place where Amara went. And now, it was her turn to suffer.
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Post by Val on Oct 30, 2020 21:43:30 GMT
Xander knew that he was digging himself into a hole when it came to his budding relationship with Lennox, but it was inevitable. His life was messy and complicated, and so was he. If he had the option to pretend that everything was okay and that it would work itself out on its own, he would. But that wasn’t reality. Unfortunately, they both seemed to have very different definitions of reality, and Xander knew that he was incapable of following Lennox’s lead and allowing the Universe to dictate what happened next. He needed to take action, and that’s exactly what he planned on doing.
Brogan’s announcement immediately pushed the ongoing drama to the back of his mind. He stared at the man impatiently as he left them on a cliff hanger to pour drinks. Xander accepted the drink and forced down a sip, though he was far more preoccupied with whatever information Brogan was about to impart. The combination of alcohol and opiates was finally causing the throbbing in his face to ebb, but instead of relaxing, he sat forward on the edge of the bed expectantly.
Amara. The image of the young woman appeared in his mind as he recalled their last encounter- just a few days ago. He’d run into her on his way to save Bo, and she had been as arrogant as ever, looking down on him as though she knew something he didn’t. Turns out, his instincts had been right. A seething anger burned through him as the traitor was revealed; Amara was someone he already disliked and distrusted, but the woman had been close with his mother. Too close.
"Why?" he blurted out, though the answer was obvious: power. The hand clasped around the glass of liquor tightened until Xander was trembling, causing the golden liquid inside to vibrate in response to his barely contained anger. They were one step closer, but Xander wasn’t satisfied. He needed to know who did it, who threw the last blow, who took the last stab, who killed his mother- and why. “What do you know about the trap?” he pressed for more information through gritted teeth. Although he didn’t overtly respond to the revelation about Amara, the response was clear in his eyes- she would pay.
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Post by Elvander on Nov 10, 2020 21:04:15 GMT
Brogan watched as Xander absorbed the information, and took another drink. He could tell the boy was going to exact revenge, and Brogan wanted to help him do it. Xander might choose to forget or ignore it, but Brogan had loved Sahara, as much as someone like him could love anyone. Her death had ravaged him too.
"She wanted to take over the operation for herself. She knew if Sahara died while you were young, she could easily take over operations. She'd been close to your mother for years- she knew the clients, she knew the ins and outs. "I know who it was who turned on us. I've been following him, learning his routine." Just like he'd taught Xander to do. "If you want to take what's yours, if you want revenge, if you want power, I will help you get it."
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Post by Val on Nov 24, 2020 0:02:10 GMT
Xander tipped back the rest of his drink and allowed the burn to settle his anger. Even he knew that this was no time to rush into things; they needed to play their cards carefully. Most of all, he needed time to heal and make things right with Lennox, if at all possible. Hearing that Brogan had intel and a plan was enough to settle his anxieties for the time being.
“Good,” he responded to Brogan’s offer with a nod, but his head was spinning far too much to delve into the details, “Let’s meet soon,” he added, shooting Lennox a brief glance. He could sense her disapproval, but there were some things she just couldn’t possibly understand.
Deciding that Brogan’s shack wasn’t an ideal place for the three of them to spend the night, he forced himself to his feet, feeling his head swim from the combination of drugs, alcohol, and a minor concussion. “We should go,” he insisted, casting Lennox a lingering glance. He would’ve offered his hand, but the idea of her having to potentially endure what he was feeling at the moment stopped him.
Before anyone could protest the departure, he stumbled toward the door, but paused halfway through it, “Thanks, Brogan,” he muttered, feeling guilty for the harsh words he’d spoken earlier. Without looking back, he stepped outside and waited for Lennox to follow him home.
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