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Post by Val on May 3, 2020 22:51:06 GMT
Freya hurried out the door and stood in the hallway, feeling a rush of relief as the Desmond locked the girl inside. She wasn't sure what her end goal was, but it was clear she had chosen sides very quickly. Her loyalty to Desmond was unshaken, and her distrust in the stranger was evident. In her mind, it was unfair that she was being grouped in with Lyra, even if she was just as much a prisoner as the newcomer.
She blinked up at Desmond, taking a second to recenter herself now that she had regained some semblance of her false freedom, "I don't trust her," she replied immediately, "I think she's going to hurt you. I'm worried about you," she told him, her voice hushed. She looked like she wanted to crawl into his arms, but settled on wrapping her arms around herself.
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Post by starrea on May 4, 2020 0:30:38 GMT
Desmond’s heart swelled at the thought that Freya was worried about him. It was just further proof that she was reliable. She was just as committed to him as he was to her.
Desmond forced himself to think about the situation at hand - he wasn’t thrilled at the idea of being subjected to the new girl’s abilities, but he understood it was a necessary evil. Freya didn’t know this, but at the beginning, when she first arrived, the things she showed him... he damn near became an alcoholic trying to wipe those images from his mind. Whatever it was, he couldn’t imagine it being worse than Freya. Anyway, Paragon has trained him to withstand situations of that nature. He had seen so much that not much rattled him anymore.
“I appreciate your concern, but I think I’ll be fine. But you have to help me from the inside. You have to convince her that we aren’t here to hurt her, we’re here to protect her and everyone else.” He affectionately reaches forward and brushed a stray piece of hair behind her ear.
“I don’t want to make you uncomfortable. I wasn’t going to untie her hands, but I was thinking of untying her feet. If you don’t want me to, though, I won’t. And just to be clear, you don’t have to share your bed. She sleeps on the floor.” He asked, watching her face closely to gauge her reaction.
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Post by Val on May 4, 2020 3:18:46 GMT
Freya frowned and it was obvious that Desmond hadn't managed to console her. Her gaze drifted almost longingly down the hallway, toward Desmond's bedroom. It occurred to her that she hadn't just wanted to protect Desmond, she wanted him to protect her. Maybe she was becoming too comfortable or too greedy, but she wanted him to whisk her away from that wretched prison and hold her in his arms until she fell asleep.
She closed her eyes, willing the thoughts to disappear. Her desire to please him was the only thing preventing her from fighting, "I don't know how to convince her," she whispered, her shoulders sagging in defeat. She didn't care how the girl was restrained, because she was going to be up all night anyway, watching and waiting until exhaustion forced her to collapse.
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Post by starrea on May 4, 2020 3:38:06 GMT
Desmond watched Freya practically deflate in front of her and he frowned, genuinely upset that he couldn’t give her what she wanted. He just needed her to be strong for this one last test and then she would be done.
“I’m not supposed to tell you this,” He whispered, glancing down the hallway in case Allegra was still lurking, “but if you do well, this should be your last test. You just have to be strong for a little bit longer.” Desmond hadn’t even begun to consider what might happen after this test. Just getting through this experience had been consuming all of his thoughts and energy but now that he mentioned it, he wondered if the prospect of moving off of the compound with Freya would be allowed.
He pulled her in for a hug because he hated seeing her upset. He was her caretaker, though, and sometimes that meant doing things that made her upset but were for the greater good and he knew she understood that. “Are you hungry? We can get some more food before going back in. Do you want anything else?” He paused, “Would having a weapon make you feel safer?” He hadn’t considered giving her a weapon prior to a few seconds ago, but he was willing to toss the idea around. He was confident that she wouldn’t use it on him or herself but he hadn’t ever offered her something so powerful and he pulled away just far enough to look down at her face.
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Post by Val on May 4, 2020 16:47:48 GMT
Freya considered his words as she leaned into the hug, not sure what to make of the revelation. If this was her last test, what would come after? It was hard to imagine her life changing after living so long in a repetitive routine. If anything, the pressure made her more anxious and she pressed her face into his chest to hide her immense self doubt.
She longed to stay in that position for as long as possible, but she was forced to look up as Desmond pulled away. "Just food," she whispered after a moment. Anything that would prolong her having to return to the room was welcome. However, the idea of wielding a weapon seemed more frightening than it was reassuring. Perhaps Desmond trusted her, but she had trouble even trusting herself, "I don't know how to use a weapon," she added quietly, feeling a bit of shame over her helplessness.
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Post by starrea on May 4, 2020 20:53:21 GMT
Desmond ushered Freya down the hallway and into the kitchen. He opened the pantry and stepped back, silently offering Freya the opportunity to come forth and pick what she wanted. He didn’t often give her the choice but he was grasping at straws trying to find something to make her feel better.
His eyes never left Freya. Her shoulders appeared to sag under the burden of what she had to do and Desmond wanted nothing more than to whisk her away from this bullshit. She looked so frail and breakable, like she needed someone like Desmond to look out for her. After this, he would do something truly special for her. He would make up for all of this bullshit. He just needed Paragon to see what he saw in her - complete compliance.
“The quicker you convince her, the quicker this is over. I’ll figure out her long term plan, but it won’t be sharing a room with you. Don’t worry. I know you can do it, share your story. Make her see what you saw. You’re so good, Freya, you just have to be strong for this.” Desmond leaned against the wall as he watched her. He knew she was strong enough for this, he knew she would do it. He had spent years training her to do whatever he asked, so even though he was nervous as hell, he had faith she would do it. And he would be so damn proud of her when she did.
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Post by Val on May 5, 2020 17:03:22 GMT
Freya followed him into the kitchen and stood in front of the pantry, staring at her options before she picked out a jar of dried fruits. Hunger was the least of her problems right now, but she would use the opportunity to prolong her time with Desmond. She sat in a chair and nibbled as she listened to his reassurances, wondering why he had such faith in her. She wished she could conjure some self confidence, but it was difficult for her to see herself in any sort of positive light.
"I will try," she promised him, only because she had no other option. She had to succeed, or she was worthless to him and the rest of the Paragon. "How long have I been here, Desmond?" she asked suddenly. The question that Lyra had asked her was gnawing at her mind, because she simply didn't know the answer. "I'm not sure what my story is," she admitted, wondering if he would be able to fill in some pieces for her. Everything had started to blend together and many of her most prominent memories belonged to the realm of the dead.
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Post by starrea on May 5, 2020 23:42:13 GMT
Unlike Freya, Desmond was eager to shove her back into the room. The sooner they got this over with, the sooner they could move on. He bit back a sigh of irritation when she sat down but he didn’t hurry her along. Instead, he leaned against a cabinet and stuck his hands in his pockets and watched her as she ate.
He took in another deep sigh as he pondered her question. She hadn’t asked these types of questions in a long time, several years probably, and he bit back the urge to tell her not to ask questions like that. He knew that she didn’t remember much of her life before Paragon and he wanted to keep it that way. He had made himself the center of her world and she didn’t remember anything other than him.
“Be careful with what you ask.” He reminded her sharply, a terse reminder that while he was generous, she needed to remember what he had taught her. But a second later he relaxed, and he ran a hand through his hair before he continued, “I don’t know exactly how long. A decade, maybe more. You got here right before another girl... got away. They wanted to kill you, and I protected you. I saved your life.”
He paused, not sure how much she remembered about Cyra. He was assuming not much, since she was new, but it was just another reminder that he was her protecter. He sighed again, getting impatient with just standing there. The girl tied on the floor better not have gotten herself into any trouble because he was not in the mood to be understanding and lenient.
“Your story since you got here. How this is for the best.” He said, pushing himself off the cabinets and moving towards the hallway back to the room, “Come on, take the rest with you.” He said, waving her on.
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Post by Val on May 6, 2020 21:35:42 GMT
Freya frowned in response to the warning, fully expecting her question to be ignored. However, much to her surprise, he gifted her with an answer. It was difficult to wrap her head around the length of a decade. Time seemed to fly by without much meaning when every day felt the same as the last. She wasn't even sure how old she was, but menial things such as age didn't make much of a difference to her.
Her eyes grew round with admiration as Desmond explained that he had saved her life. She didn't question it at all, or even consider the fact that he could be exaggerating or even lying. It just made her feel completely indebted to Desmond and undeserving of his kindness. When he urged her back to the room, she didn't even so much as hesitate this time, taking the food even though she didn't really intend on eating it.
When they reach the door to the bedroom, she paused and swung her arms around him in a quick hug, "Thank you," she whispered, pulling away just as quickly. She turned to face the door, obediently waiting for him to unlock it so that she could fulfill the mission at hand.
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Post by starrea on May 7, 2020 2:35:19 GMT
Desmond was too irritated to expect the hug, but it immediately softened him. It took him a second but he wrapped his arms around the frail girl, pulling her in close.
“I know it’s hard now, but I will always protect you. You’ll always have me.” He promised her softly, giving her another squeeze before letting her go.
He unlocked the door, holding it open for Freya before peeking in to ensure the new girl hadn’t escape or accidentally hung herself or something stupid like that. When he was satisfied that she was still on the ground where he left her, he turned his attention back to Freya. “Finish your good. You can untie her legs, but her hands should stay restrained. I’m keeping the door locked, but if you need me, just yell. You’re in charge, make me proud.” He didn’t wait for her response before he gave her one last squeeze on the shoulder and disappeared back through the door. A second later, the ‘click’ of the lock sliding into place could be heard.
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Post by Val on May 8, 2020 21:21:38 GMT
Freya watched the door close, feeling that same panicky feeling enter the pit of her stomach. This time, though, she dug deep within herself to stir up some courage before she turned to face Lyra, "Do you want me to untie your legs?" she asked, approaching slowly before she had the chance to talk herself out of it. She knelt down in front of her, still clutching the jar of food she held in her hands. She waited for Lyra to comply, taking the moment to study the girl up close in the dim lighting.
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Post by Elvander on May 13, 2020 2:00:48 GMT
Lyra watched Freya warily, wondering where she had gone. Her handler no doubt had spoken to her, reminded her of the nonsense she was going to spout to Lyra. She looked at the food then back at Freya, the pity clear in her eyes. "Please," she murmured after a moment. It wouldn't do her any good to refuse the girl's offer. "Thank you," She forced a smile, her sprite-like features lighting up with the expression. "So how do I get food around here?" She inquired, nodding to the jar in Freya's hands.
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Post by Val on May 17, 2020 23:05:32 GMT
Freya placed the jar of food on the floor and reached for the girl's leg restraints, not responding to the smile. She began to untie the knot with nervous, spindly hands, taking far longer than necessary before she was able to successfully untie her legs. She retreated a few feet away and glanced at the jar of dried fruits she had brought with her, "You can have it," she offered, hoping Lyra would be able to feed herself with her hands bound in front of her. Freya would have only eaten the food to please Desmond, but since he wasn't watching she had no interest in it. "You should know..." she stated after a moment, "If you do anything reckless, we will both be punished."
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